the12.mors.ishigh
confusion itself
- Jun 24, 2023
- 15
i have a boyfriend, but im not good enough for him. i am pure trash and pathetic
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Dinorun
Member
- Jan 5, 2026
- 20
you may feel you are not good enough and all those negative thoughts
but the fact is that you have a boyfriend and im assuming, he knows who you are, and he still chooses you. every single day.
everyone have a past and im sure many struggle with similar thoughts and you may feel "pathetic and trash" right now, but it doesn't make it true.
we all have a path of self discovery, and finding self love. i feel like that too most of the time. cant let those thoughts dictate your mood and make you fall into those pits.
why shouldn't you keep going? theres so much to see, explore, experience, and feel, our time here is limited, even in the pain of regret you can view yourself from 3rd person and think how odd it is to feel those human emotions. and try and poke them no matter how painful it feels to the soul, and finding their source and learning to forgive yourself, for you might have didnt know better at that time and did what you could do. our time on earth will end eventually either way, why not fight your demons and try to overcome them, and try to excel despite the draw backs in your mind.
i guess a thing that helps me with such thoughts is imagining a stranger talking like that to me as a child or my little sister. i wouldn't tolerate it. why do i tolerate it on myself.Last edited:
the12.mors.ishigh
confusion itself
- Jun 24, 2023
- 15
Well thats good because I was worried me might be a narcissist putting you down. If he is happy with you then is it possible your feelings are inaccurate?
the12.mors.ishigh
confusion itself
- Jun 24, 2023
- 15
First ask him if he is happy with you. If he says yes then your thinking and reasoning logically must be faulty. If he says no then ask for specifics as to why.
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