Why is this song uplifting to me?

[empty sighs]

There's a musical called "Dear, Evan Hansen" in the movie a teen (Conner) commits suicide. Evan deals with depression and anxiety; on the request of his therapist, writes letters to himself labeled "Dear, Evan Hansen." Conner takes this (accidentally printed at school), and it's mistaken for a suicide note; the family of Conner thinks they were close and contacts him. Evan decides to go with it, and starts writing emails maybe out of desperation and loneliness, but at the same time erasing the personality of who Conner really was. The fact that the song is so upbeat, and Conner is smiling and dancing in such a puppet-esque way pulls a sharp dichotomy to the reality of the situation. For some reason I really like this song. I don't know why. Sorry this was just a random thought.

The song is called "Sincerely, me"
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