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lavenderlilylies

lavenderlilylies

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Sep 24, 2024
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I don't know why I'm even trying anything, why not give up and rot away when the end will always be death? Whether it was by suicide or a natural death, it doesn't change anything, life is still meaningless.

Why work so hard for a career i don't even see myself in anymore? Why chase grades that'll never fix my terrible self image? Why crave loving eyes when i don't even find myself lovable? Why still dream of you, when you won't even reach to hold my hand?
 
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