which would you rather feel: uncontrolled emotions, or just numb and not feeling anything at all?

[Lol]

if it was me, i'd take the numbness. i had a brief period in my life that i felt nothing, and that not even music could make me feel anything. it was scary, and i tried alot to get me to feel again. nowadays im being overwhelmed by emotions, and i would kill to go back to feeling like how i did back then. i didn't realize how lucky i was.

 

[Kjo]

Depends. Do uncontrolled emotions include a good amount of good ones? If not, then I prefer numbness. If yes, then I prefer uncontrolled emotions. I haven't felt happy or love or positive things in so long... But I feel extreme fear then extreme sadness then numbness and apathy...

 

[Lol]

Depends. Do uncontrolled emotions include a good amount of good ones? If not, then I prefer numbness. If yes, then I prefer uncontrolled emotions. I haven't felt happy or love or positive things in so long... But I feel extreme fear then extreme sadness then numbness and apathy...

nope, just shitty emotions. probably should've been more specific in the post.

 

[Kjo]

Oh definitely numbness then lol

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Numbness for sure!

 

[Lush_nova]

I'm currently numb, I'm doing just fine in this phase, I don't want it to pass In a hurry

 

[LastFlowers]

Which ever one got me to the place I needed to be.
But right now I feel like I'd take numbness. It happens sometimes but lately I've been a sobbing mess and icing my eyes all day, so I'm very tired and just want to sleep and not feel.

 

[RM5998]

I'm numb, and I think I'm used to it now. Which probably means that I've lost my chance to CTB. I wish I felt the despair the hollowness used to bring, it would make it easier to leave.

 

[Lol]

I'm numb, and I think I'm used to it now. Which probably means that I've lost my chance to CTB. I wish I felt the despair the hollowness used to bring, it would make it easier to leave.

that's the only thing good about being overwhelmed with negative feelings. it makes it so much easier to go

 

[Donewith_]

I don't want to feel anything.

 

[Fadinglife]

Depends. Do uncontrolled emotions include a good amount of good ones? If not, then I prefer numbness. If yes, then I prefer uncontrolled emotions. I haven't felt happy or love or positive things in so long... But I feel extreme fear then extreme sadness then numbness and apathy...

You described my state of mind. I don't know what i'd take but i am guessing numbness is better.

 

[Orin]

Definitely numbness.....i'd be able to function better in society, because most people annoy the hell out of me lol.

 

[Numbtopain97]

Numbness of course!

 

[LogicalConclusion]

Apparently numbness because that's why my brain defaults to when I'm overwhelmed.

 

[Baskol1]

Numbness is better than too much emotion.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Definitely numbness because I feel way too much. I hate it so much.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

I would take numbness easy. My emotions control me it's so annoying wish it was an off switch.

 

[CloudedPath]

I think while you're experience either of them you start longing for the other one. Both are unbearable in their own respective way and if i could choose it would be a balance. But we wouldn't be here if we were balanced out human beings would we?