Where to secure a noose

[woundedanimal]

So, my house doesn't have any internal doors, no rafters or support beams, no sturdy hooks on the wall, tension rods in the closets, no vents overhead, no ceiling fan... No idea how to hang myself here but I'm running out of options and time. I'm going to be moved to a group care home soon where I'll be monitored 24/7 and basically not allowed to leave bed without a nurse.

I've been partially paralyzed for 18 years with severe nerve pain and even though I've recovered to the point where I can sometimes walk and stand, I have wanted to die since the day of my spinal cord injury.

This move is happening without my consent because my partner is leaving me after years of emotionally and financially abusing me, he's taking everything I have left and is doing this so I won't have independence or the ability to end my own suffering. I'm going to be stuck inside as a ward of the state for the rest of my natural life, like a prisoner, and I don't want to do this. I just want to die.

I need help because if I can't figure something out before then I'm not going to have a choice but to try to jump out of the car and crawl in front of another vehicle on the drive to the care home.


Please someone give me a good idea. I can't do SN, my mail is monitored. I tried to order it and it was thrown away. I can't wait. I've waited too long already. This is an emergency. I don't want to be imprisoned indefinitely in a nursing home. I need help. I just need to die.

 

[so_mais_um]

So, my house doesn't have any internal doors, no rafters or support beams, no sturdy hooks on the wall, tension rods in the closets, no vents overhead, no ceiling fan... No idea how to hang myself here but I'm running out of options and time. I'm going to be moved to a group care home soon where I'll be monitored 24/7 and basically not allowed to leave bed without a nurse.

I've been partially paralyzed for 18 years with severe nerve pain and even though I've recovered to the point where I can sometimes walk and stand, I have wanted to die since the day of my spinal cord injury.

This move is happening without my consent because my partner is leaving me after years of emotionally and financially abusing me, he's taking everything I have left and is doing this so I won't have independence or the ability to end my own suffering. I'm going to be stuck inside as a ward of the state for the rest of my natural life, like a prisoner, and I don't want to do this. I just want to die.

I need help because if I can't figure something out before then I'm not going to have a choice but to try to jump out of the car and crawl in front of another vehicle on the drive to the care home.


Please someone give me a good idea. I can't do SN, my mail is monitored. I tried to order it and it was thrown away. I can't wait. I've waited too long already. This is an emergency. I don't want to be imprisoned indefinitely in a nursing home. I need help. I just need to die.

If I ain't wrong there is a method here in the forum that you use a rope, a car and a tree.

 

[Ozzyno]

If I ain't wrong there is a method here in the forum that you use a rope, a car and a tree.

Some guy living here in the 80s did that on a motorbike, instant death in his case. The rope has to be really long and the motorbike pretty fast too…

 

[so_mais_um]

So, my house doesn't have any internal doors, no rafters or support beams, no sturdy hooks on the wall, tension rods in the closets, no vents overhead, no ceiling fan... No idea how to hang myself here but I'm running out of options and time. I'm going to be moved to a group care home soon where I'll be monitored 24/7 and basically not allowed to leave bed without a nurse.

I've been partially paralyzed for 18 years with severe nerve pain and even though I've recovered to the point where I can sometimes walk and stand, I have wanted to die since the day of my spinal cord injury.

This move is happening without my consent because my partner is leaving me after years of emotionally and financially abusing me, he's taking everything I have left and is doing this so I won't have independence or the ability to end my own suffering. I'm going to be stuck inside as a ward of the state for the rest of my natural life, like a prisoner, and I don't want to do this. I just want to die.

I need help because if I can't figure something out before then I'm not going to have a choice but to try to jump out of the car and crawl in front of another vehicle on the drive to the care home.


Please someone give me a good idea. I can't do SN, my mail is monitored. I tried to order it and it was thrown away. I can't wait. I've waited too long already. This is an emergency. I don't want to be imprisoned indefinitely in a nursing home. I need help. I just need to die.

What country do you live in? Maybe having more info we could advice you on what method

 

[VisionW0lf]

Does your bed have a headboard you can wrap it around? I'm so sorry for all your pain, it genuinely sounds like my worst nightmare.

 

[dontlook]

Some people use doors. You wrap around the hinges and door itself I think. You'll need to research it more, but depending on how tall you and the door are, you can achieve full suspension

Edit: just saw that woundedanimal hasn't been active since the day of the post. Hoping they were successful

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

You only need something like rope and a stick to built a tourniquet.

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[Unleashtherain]

You only need something like rope and a stick to built a tourniquet.

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I wonder how effective this method is its rarely talked about.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I wonder how effective this method is its rarely talked about.

Full hanging is the better choice, the torniquet method is only an option if you find really no anchorpiont. There are three disadvantages:

1. It depends on you, how much pressure you put on your neck, it might not be sufficient pressure. When you hang, you put automatically more than enough pressure on your neck.
2. When your SI kicks in, you have a chance to loosen the torniquet.
3. It is difficult to make sure, that you don´t loosen the torniquet unintentional when you are unconscious and convulse.

 

[Unleashtherain]

Yeah I can't seem to get the right amount of pressure. I breath just fine with it on and can't seem to pass out with tourniquet.

 

[woundedanimal]

If I ain't wrong there is a method here in the forum that you use a rope, a car and a tree.

I don't have access to a car

What country do you live in? Maybe having more info we could advice you on what method

NEPA USA

Some people use doors. You wrap around the hinges and door itself I think. You'll need to research it more, but depending on how tall you and the door are, you can achieve full suspension

Edit: just saw that woundedanimal hasn't been active since the day of the post. Hoping they were successful

I haven't been successful. I've been frustrated with the site administration. Apparently my ex used this computer to make an account to try to look at my account and it got me an alternate account warning and several weeks of abuse so.... I've been in hell getting the shit beat out of me to the point where I couldn't physically speak for weeks and I developed a blood clot. I wish I was dead, I wish someone would just kill me.

Does your bed have a headboard you can wrap it around? I'm so sorry for all your pain, it genuinely sounds like my worst nightmare.

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