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Do you have BPD?

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  • Possibly (probable self diagnosis, or unofficial diagnosis)


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DCLXVI

DCLXVI

I hate everything.
Oct 29, 2023
20
I'm just kinda curious and wanted to post an experimental poll here πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ
I presume many of us here have a variety of "disorders" considering the nature of the site/community we've opted into.
Since one of the main symptoms/characteristics of BPD is suicide attempts and ideation, I guess I kinda just wanna know how many people here actually experience this specific never-ending emptiness and constant internal despair.

I have BPD like a motherfucker. Just saying. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­
 
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urwelcomelb

urwelcomelb

There was nobody there.
Nov 23, 2023
39
I've got an unofficial diagnoses from my therapist, it's not written on paper or anything, but she basically was like "yeah you have this btw"
My older sister also has it and we exhibit it in completely different ways lol
 
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DCLXVI

DCLXVI

I hate everything.
Oct 29, 2023
20
I've got an unofficial diagnoses from my therapist, it's not written on paper or anything, but she basically was like "yeah you have this btw"
My older sister also has it and we exhibit it in completely different ways lol
If it's from a professional, I'd consider that more official than unofficial πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

And it's funny you mention that, my younger sister has it as well, and we also exhibit it pretty differently. I would say I'm definitely the more likely of the two to end up in the orange jumpsuit, though πŸ˜‚
 
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urwelcomelb

urwelcomelb

There was nobody there.
Nov 23, 2023
39
If it's from a professional, I'd consider that more official than unofficial πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

And it's funny you mention that, my younger sister has it as well, and we also exhibit it pretty differently. I would say I'm definitely the more likely of the two to end up in the orange jumpsuit, though πŸ˜‚
funnily enough (and I say this with all the love in the world), my sister is also probably the more likely of us to end up in the orange jumpsuit. must be an older sibling thing
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,139
BPD as in Bipolat PD or Borderline PD?
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you πŸ•―οΈ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
I've got an unofficial diagnoses from my therapist, it's not written on paper or anything, but she basically was like "yeah you have this btw"
My older sister also has it and we exhibit it in completely different ways lol
If it's from a professional, I'd consider that more official than unofficial πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

And it's funny you mention that, my younger sister has it as well, and we also exhibit it pretty differently. I would say I'm definitely the more likely of the two to end up in the orange jumpsuit, though πŸ˜‚

probably because its not just "bpd" (as in its more complex than just 1 type)

 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,770
Haven't been diagnosed, but I would be shocked if I didn't have it.
Currently seeing a psychiatrist, hoping to get it looked at.
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(α΄—_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I am here, diagnosed at 16 now 28
 
SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
not diagnosed, but ive suspected I do and while talking with someone who had it, I fit pretty much all the specific details and habits as them. I'm 100% sure my mother has it too.

It fucking suucks. I've had the symptoms for a long ass time but I only knew the extremity of it when I entered a relationship (im someone who avoids friendships and long interactions as I notice that I grow self conscious after a while). The disorder totally exploded towards my partner and I was so confused at myself, but did more research towards BPD.

I learned I've been masking my BPD by always and constantly forcing myself at being rational with my actions. And that it wasn't something everyone had to learn.
 
the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
119
Quiet bpd is the best pre workout, not gonna lie.
 
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loopdaloop

-
Apr 16, 2023
323
Possibly, my elder sister got diagnosed with BPD.
 
Ariadne.Waits

Ariadne.Waits

Member
Nov 8, 2023
18
'BPD mania got me reading everything on the site atm' in the house XD Officially diag for a few years now
 

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