
Cyber4ngel!
Despite all my rage im still just a rat in a cage
- Aug 24, 2024
- 83
Basically, the question on the title, i want a gun bc i believe i won't have as much problems with SI as I have rn with other methods I considered, I've made up my mind about CTB but I'm struggling a lot with SI, last night i tried partial suspension and I ended up just falling asleep crying after a while, I guess ctbing with a firearm is going to be easier because it's quicker, I also chickened out of jumping in front of the train the other day, yes, i know it's not ideal and I really don't want to traumatize anyone but I can't really do this anymore.. i know there must be a way of finding a gun illegally or something