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lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
243
answer the person above you, and then ask the next person when's the last time they did (something else).

i'll go first:

when's the last time you cried?
 
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rednights

rednights

Member
Jun 5, 2024
45
It was only a little bit, but it was when I was opening up to a friend about my darker feelings.

When was the last time you had a good day?
 
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DeIetedUser4739

Guest
Apr 21, 2024
427
About 9 months ago

Last time you left the house?
 
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lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
243
this morning to walk my dog !

when was the last time you bought new clothes?
 
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ConfusedClouds

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2024
466
If shoes count, I bought some supermarket/cheap ones for work about 6 weeks ago, but otherwise was some items I ordered to a friend's address nearly a year ago and then isolated from them so never collected them! 🤦‍♀️


When was the last time you cooked a proper, rounded meal from scratch?
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
If french toast counts then probably about 4 years ago.

When was the last time you felt like a mental health professional took you seriously?
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
150
Never!

When was the last time you had a good night of sleep?
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
Never!

When was the last time you had a good night of sleep?
Last night, but that was because I barely slept the night before so I was tired af.

When was the last time you weren't suicidal?
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
150
Last years summer was ok

When was the last time you had a genuine irl conversation?
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
Last years summer was ok

When was the last time you had a genuine irl conversation?
2 mins ago. You thought I didn't have a social life irl? Thankfully I do. I am very lucky I do however.

When was the last time you weren't anxious about something?

(for me it's almost 4 years ago)
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
150
2 mins ago. You thought I didn't have a social life irl? Thankfully I do. I am very lucky I do however.

When was the last time you weren't anxious about something?

(for me it's almost 4 years ago)
My bad if anything I say comes off as offensive. It's nice that you have people to talk to

This past spring. Took some online classes that I regret taking

When was the last time you made plans for a day?
 
Surreal

Surreal

Feel free to dm anytime!
Jul 7, 2024
19
Two days ago, to register here.

When was the last time you received a genuine apology?
 
Edpal247

Edpal247

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
220
A few months ago from my friend - he let someone else diss me and tell my to leave friends house. My friend was a bit drunk and didn't get what went down. He apologized the next day after I vented on him a little.

When was the last time you felt safe with yourself?
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
A few months ago from my friend - he let someone else diss me and tell my to leave friends house. My friend was a bit drunk and didn't get what went down. He apologized the next day after I vented on him a little.

When was the last time you felt safe with yourself?
If you mean as in not afraid of myself and what I'm capable off then probably over half a decade ago. As a matter of fact I hurt people, and I'm afraid every day that I'm going to murder someone. This is one of the main reasons I'll be ending my life soon. I'm too afraid of what would happen if I went on.

When was the last time you did something you regret?
 
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Edpal247

Edpal247

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
220
If you mean as in not afraid of myself and what I'm capable off then probably over half a decade ago. As a matter of fact I hurt people, and I'm afraid every day that I'm going to murder someone. This is one of the main reasons I'll be ending my life soon. I'm too afraid of what would happen if I went on.

When was the last time you did something you regret?
About year and half ago - I hooked up with someone I met in aa psych ward. Big mistake. Got me arrested, 10.5 months in jail, 5 years of probation(which was supposed to a 'gift'). Very regrettable. Ah, and I sent money to a scammer.

When was the last time you were happy?
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
About year and half ago - I hooked up with someone I met in aa psych ward. Big mistake. Got me arrested, 10.5 months in jail, 5 years of probation(which was supposed to a 'gift'). Very regrettable. Ah, and I sent money to a scammer.

When was the last time you were happy?
Depends on what you mean. If you mean happy as in being in a good mood then probably earlier today. I happen to have the fortune of being capable of feeling happiness and enjoying things witch I'm very grateful for. Doesn't mean my life is easy though. It very much isn't.

If you mean as in genuinly happy with life then not since I was in daycare tbh, so almost 2 decades ago.

When was the last time you were impulsive?
 
bandoscii

bandoscii

Member
Jun 29, 2024
35
Depends on what you mean. If you mean happy as in being in a good mood then probably earlier today. I happen to have the fortune of being capable of feeling happiness and enjoying things witch I'm very grateful for. Doesn't mean my life is easy though. It very much isn't.

If you mean as in genuinly happy with life then not since I was in daycare tbh, so almost 2 decades ago.

When was the last time you were impulsive?

Difficult question, I'm a very patient person. But I think the last time I was impulsive was on new year. Was really depressed and thought wine would help (which it didn't and still tasted like shit.

When was the last time you felt genuinely loved?
 
Surreal

Surreal

Feel free to dm anytime!
Jul 7, 2024
19
Difficult question, I'm a very patient person. But I think the last time I was impulsive was on new year. Was really depressed and thought wine would help (which it didn't and still tasted like shit.

When was the last time you felt genuinely loved?
Today, and I'm very lucky for that and also grateful.

When was the last time you said no to someone?
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,317
Today, and I'm very lucky for that and also grateful.

When was the last time you said no to someone?

Earlier today, but I don't want to talk about what happened.

When is the last time you felt like ppl cared more about you than their phones?
 
lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
243
When is the last time you felt like ppl cared more about you than their phones?
i haven't been social in a while now, but the very last time i had a lunch date my friend was paying attention to her phone more than me, so there's that.

when's the last time you crushed on someone?
 
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wCvML2

Member
Nov 15, 2021
455
2-3 years ago

When was the last time you drew a doodle?
 
hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

Member
Aug 23, 2023
93
I genuinely can't remember; maybe last year.

When was the last time you you watched a film that made you smile?
 
PinballWizard39

PinballWizard39

Experienced
May 3, 2024
218
Probably last week sometime?

When's the last time you really belly laughed?
 
One day too late

One day too late

Idle mind fills with uneasy thoughts.
Aug 14, 2020
4,245
Its Been A Long Time Waiting GIF


When was the last time you burned the top of your mouth from eating a pizza?
 
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PinballWizard39

PinballWizard39

Experienced
May 3, 2024
218
No idea, I can't remember when I last ate pizza!

When was the last time you drank alcohol?
 
Chrysalis

Chrysalis

Member
Aug 11, 2024
16
Never have, unless tasting a small sip sometime during childhood counts.

When was the last time you could look in the mirror and be okay with what you saw?
 
samdocheon

samdocheon

Optimists are wrong
Jul 28, 2024
123
10 years ago , before to had this fukin impulsivity who fucked my life.


Last time you eat a good piece of beef ?
 
hawkshorizon

hawkshorizon

Member
Aug 23, 2023
93
I enjoyed a nice steak last week.

When was the last time you read a physical book for pleasure?
 
losingmygrip

losingmygrip

New Member
Aug 14, 2024
0
This week.
When was the last time you had the hiccups?
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
479
Several months ago (Luckily).

When's the last time you felt philosophical?
 

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