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Venting When I have thoughts of ctb it is followed by thoughts of pity for my family, but...

KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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... but now I am starting to follow that up with feeling evil/unsympathetic towards them or anyone. Like, why should I live in suffering just so others can be spared some tears? Nobody really helped me be spared from tears when I have been crying almost daily the last 7 months. I don't see things getting better, only more boring at best.
 
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