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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
One of mine was looking down at the busy street below from my apartment window and wondering where people were going.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
I fell down the stairs. Hit my face at the bottom. My face felt wet, and when I wiped it with my hand, it was completely covered in blood.
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
see my sister in her crib for the first time... when I was just under 5 years old.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,558
I vaguely remember going on holiday when I was very young. I have a hard time remembering that far back, I have forgotten about a lot of my past.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Something abuse-related.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Almost drowning when I was 2. I was at the bottom of the pool looking up at the sun. it was so pretty and I felt peaceful.
 
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mundanejane

mundanejane

hail thyself
Mar 16, 2022
74
i was in a beanbag chair being yelled at by a woman
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
my parents fighting, my dad throwing stuff
 
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FogFilledLife

Student
Jan 6, 2022
164
My dad kidnapping me and taking me out for milkshakes and to the mall. It was going great until he got into a high speed police chase while high on heroin he bought at the mall.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,407
My earliest memory is the day my youngest sister was born and I think I was over three years old, almost four. I remember staying at my grandparents' house. I also remember seeing my mom at the hospital afterwards but my dad was yelling at her about something.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
5 and a bit years old, mum yelling at me and spanking me with a spatula.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
Many of my first memories involve medical emergencies, being rushed to a hospital and then intubated is one of the first things I remember.
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
490
Parents. The apartment. The sky.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
asking my mother where my father was
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,216
knocking over a sugar bowl when I was an infant. I have no idea why this is the first thing I remembered but I have always been a bit of a clumsy fuck :pfff:
 
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allesistgut

Experienced
Jan 22, 2022
275
i'm not really sure. my mind is very foggy and memories can be very hard to recall and place.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,804
Spending time with our first cat. There is a picture of that. I was probably 4 years old. WIth 5 the domestic violence and abuse started I have a lot of nightmarish memories of that.
 
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DynamicDepression

Deranged
Mar 28, 2022
352
Mine is eating a banana at the hospital when my mom was pregnant with my sister.
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Sitting outside in the hallway at my 1st grade elementary school during a parent teacher conference. Wishing I could disappear into thin air.
 
Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,756
My father returning from work one rainy day with a plushie as a present for my birthday.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
At a very young age, my dad walked out on me.
 

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