The anti-suicide rhetoric is mostly because it keeps the workers less unhappy. The workers don't like it when another worker bee chooses not to work anymore, they get jealous. In other words, society lets us know we all have value... as slaves.
If you are unemployed, you aren't trying to get the right job. The north dakota oil fields are always hiring. Service workers are always hiring. Many people just lie on their resumes. The entire existence of humanity runs on hypocracy and the first test is showing your loyalty to that system by saying and doing what needs to be said. It's awful.
Also, although the anti-suicide rhetoric is to keep the workers happy, the global elite are completely fine with you committing suicide, which is why there are so many homeless miserable people and such severe economic turmoil. They know that it will cause a certain percentage to die and it's by design, because they are horrible.
I'm so sorry you are unhappy. Some people go to NA and get better, and meet people who help get them work. There are meetings in every city, every hour, and online. I wish I could say something to make the pain go away, but probably can't. Sorry.
www.na.org
This is probably a horrible post. I'm sorry. I hope you end up feeling better. I feel like society feels the same way about me in some ways.