Discussion What will you do on the last day?

[DarknessWave]

Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.

 

[Rose Mine]

I will spend time with my family and boyfriend, I'll go to a cat cafe if I feel up to it, and watching good movies.

Thinking about my last day gives me anxiety though, it feels like all day will just be me anxious because I know what I'm going to do later.

 

[TransTaxEvader]

cry, cut myself more, get extremely high, and hang myself

i am a very simple person

 

[PI3.14]

Probably nothing.

 

[LigottiSchopenhauer]

Binge-eat a bunch of fried chicken and pepperoni pizza, listen to a lot of Joy Division and Radiohead, then maybe have a shot or two of bourbon - enough to loosen me up but not enough to weaken my motor skills and hand-eye coordination, which will be essential to performing a successful gunshot wound to the brainstem.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.

I'm gonna eat a puppy.

Just kidding. Probably lay in bed or in the bath.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again then I'd just be so relieved to finally be able to be at peace, I'd be relieved to be free from this existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering I never would had chosen, it'd bring me so relief to escape from all future suffering in this torturous existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway, the thought of suffering until old age is horrific to me. I personally just don't wish to be conscious of anything at all, all I hope and wish for is eternal nothingness, I don't wish to do anything, for me simply just existing is a burden that causes me to suffer, I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist.

 

[GuppyBoyo]

i think i'd be really happy, too happy to do anything.

i'll just be waiting in great excitement

 

[areyousafe??]

Listening to my playlist and reflecting back on my life.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I have some plans, but it depends on if I'm feeling emotionally up to it. I'd like to go for a walk in a park I used to visit a lot with my late partner. I don't want to be the weirdo sobbing under a tree though, so I might pass Prior to the SN I plan on taking a nice bath in the hotel room, hopefully that will help me relax a bit

 

[IsolatedChaos]

Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.

You know, I used to think I'd want to plan it out, make something of it, but now I'd just like to... Have a normal day, you know? The only requirement is that I don't go to work that day. Play on my pc, drink some coffee, go outside for a bit, text, doomscroll, just... Accept it.

 

[bananaolympus]

I guess just remembering the good things that i enjoyed while being alive

 

[cherrycoke]

You know, I used to think I'd want to plan it out, make something of it, but now I'd just like to... Have a normal day, you know? The only requirement is that I don't go to work that day. Play on my pc, drink some coffee, go outside for a bit, text, doomscroll, just... Accept it.

I was planning out my last days. Months even. It made me so anxious. I'm just going with the flow until the time comes for me.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Eat my favorite meal before I fast , drink a monster and smoke a cigarette too. Just ... say goodbye without actually saying goodbye.

 

[ForsakenEcho]

I hope to go out with my favorite people or at least talk to them one last time. Even if I don't say a proper goodbye, that would already be enough. There are some people I just love too much, and I would love for them to be there on my last day. I'd love to eat one of my favorite dishes. Anything that happened after that wouldn't really matter to me.

 

[oysa]

Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.

eat a shitton of food and play games honestly

 

[Arni]

Nothing. I don't have any plans, I don't care about anything.

 

[RadiantNumber]

I would take acid for the last time, dying watching beautiful morphing world

 

[deleteduser853695]

I'm planning to CTB with SN in the evening, so I need to fast for most of the day. I'll be having my favorite foods and some milk taro boba tea the day before, but on the day, I'll stick to milk and cereal for breakfast (my favorite) and nothing else. I'll have some fruit tea in the afternoon, though.

I'll go for a drive around my hometown, by my old schools, past my old friends' houses. I'll listen to the songs on the CTB playlist I made, the songs which hurt to listen to because they're so raw and personal and understand me too well and always make me cry.

I'll take a long, hot shower and not do a bit of studying or job hunting whatsoever. I'm so tired of it. I'm not going to message the friends who used to mean the world to me (I considered a scheduled send for a couple days after my passing, but decided not to), and I'll already have written my notes by then.

Originally, I wrote a note blaming my parents, but I think I'll rewrite it to focus more on the pain of unemployment, of giving up my childhood to get ahead and ending up last. Because at the end of the day, if I had a job, I wouldn't be doing this, no matter how awful my parents have been to me.

I'll watch my favorite childhood movie either on the day or the day before, and that's that. Self-indulgent and nostalgic.

I'm a tad worried about the trip down memory lane changing my mind, but I want to CTB without doubt or regrets. If I start regretting, I'll pull the plug on the CTB attempt.

 

[lilurki]

Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.

What is a sushi burrito, like what's in it? You have piqued my curiosity.

 

[anonymouswebuser]

spend the rest of the day outside to observe everything one last time

 

[DarknessWave]

What is a sushi burrito, like what's in it? You have piqued my curiosity.

 

[Mooncry]

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They're called futomaki rolls, but "sushi burrito" is adorable

 

[Thomas Rekowicz]

Day before end i will eat true sushi drink Jack Daniels smoke a lot of weed and listen all Depeche Mode discography. Make a thread on SaSu to Ask you to be with me next day during CTB i will give you exact time After that i will be fasting for SN method. On day of CTB. I will go to say goodbye to a Sylvia she is like mom for me after that i will make goodbye thread on SaSu spend some time with you listening to Depeche Mode Memento Mori album and than drink SN.

 

[Kimlett]

I would like to eat a ton of food without the fucking fear of getting fat. I would eat until it hurts. I would drink and smoke weed too. I'm not planning to ctb for the moment, but fuck do I crave a day like that

 

[FishermanLarry61]

If I manage to get another ticket for a King Krule concert I will probably ctb after, it would be a lovely experience to have as a last one

 

[lilurki]

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That kind of looks delicious, almost tempted to try to fix my life so I can taste em.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

i was kinda planning to go on a full vacation just for that purpose,
and then do it either before the vacation is over or very soon after.

i'm just thinking about the hassle of flying my corpse back to my own country.

 

[whiskers]

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yummy, i just ate one right now

 

[gothbird]

I think I'll wake up early. Earlier than I usually manage, and let the light in.

I'll go to the park I've chosen. I'll find the biggest one, the old one, and lie underneath its branches. I'll bring my headphones and listen to the songs that once made life bearable. Songs that feel like remembering something I never quite lived.

Maybe I'll eat something sweet. Something small. I don't imagine hunger will be much of a companion by then, but I think there's something kind in offering your body one last bit of comfort.

I want the sun on my face. I want the grass to tickle my arms. I want to feel like I'm returning to something ancient, not running from anything at all.

And then—I'll sleep.

Quietly. As softly as I can. Letting the world continue spinning above me.