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Suizid

Suizid

i don't want to be here
Sep 17, 2025
45
For me it's definintely doom scrolling. It makes my mind go quiet. I hate it tho. Started Smoking again too.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,177
Drugs [weed and fucking with my prescriptions to get high].

Food binges.
 
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𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮

𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮

Everything i want for life is death
Apr 16, 2023
41
Smoking, drinking and gore. Fuck I hate myself
 
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Sheepskin

Sheepskin

I've tried nothing, everything works
Sep 29, 2025
28
Drinking, isolation, sexualizing myself, oversleeping, binge eating. I guess also my barely provoked anger outbursts are kind of a coping mechanism, but a really ineffective one, since they always leave me feeling like a piece of shit that you have to walk on eggshells with afterwards. Of course the other ones also aren't very healthy, but at least they don't instantly make me feel worse
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Lather rinse repeat
Aug 10, 2025
162
Bingeing junk food, isolation (not 100% out of choice, it must be said), oversleeping
 
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sorrowfullyliving

Always worried
Sep 2, 2025
57
Doom scrolling and SH, especially when I feel overwhelmed.
 
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ElevenNine

Member
Dec 24, 2022
11
You know how just before suicide, ppl act a lot happier and better? Well, that's what I'm doing. Just the act of thinking about suicide makes me feel better, because I know I won't have to endure this forever. A strange comfort.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
861
Being married.
 
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nobody_oac

Member
Mar 28, 2025
75
There are times when the depression crushes me. When I am pinned down by unbearable sadness and unstoppable weeping. In those moments, I pull out my trusty pocket knife and cut myself.

The physical pain draws just enough focus for me to pull it together.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,297
Comfort eating. It's making me more fat and miserable as a result though. Procrastinating. Late starts working. Neglecting everything domestically I can get away with. (I hate chores.) Isolating.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,842
cat-just-found-an-excellent-coping-mechanism-reducing-my-stress
 
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perishsong

perishsong

Member
Sep 10, 2025
8
Binge eating, gooning, doomscrolling, video games in excess, sometimes drugs.
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
For me it's definintely doom scrolling. It makes my mind go quiet. I hate it tho. Started Smoking again too.
Sleeping way too much, doom scrolling and spending an unhealthy amount of time here on SanSu.
 
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Tiny Little Tree

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Jan 25, 2021
99
Procrastination

I think it started the first time I tried writing my letter and was some sort of defense mechanism. It slowly applied to more things like I ought to try this food or I should finish these projects...
 
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darkizz

darkizz

Member
Aug 23, 2023
36
Eating...which makes me hate my body more cause im fat...which makes me eat even more cause im down...
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
272
Eating...which makes me hate my body more cause im fat...which makes me eat even more cause im down...
Same :( I eat when I'm triggered or anxious.
I also doomscroll and oversleep.
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
110
doomscrolling, oversleeping, drinking, probably more but those are all the notable ones i can think of
 
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relapse

relapse

Member
Mar 8, 2025
65
Isolating, doomscrolling, starvation and recently again self harm. Can't say any of it is working
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,153
Isolation, smartphone/internet, PMO and junk food
 
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kissmegoodbye

kissmegoodbye

tomboyish girl who wants to be a princess!
Jun 15, 2024
37
ive kinda picked up sh again.. but mostly i just isolate myself or shut down and i know it makes stuff worse its just hard to stop.. when i get seriously depressed sometimes i cant move and my brain feels "foggy" (best word i can think to describe it..) and NOT shutting down is just physically impossible.. : <
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
302
ooohhh where do i begin😄

•doomscrolling
•porn + daydreaming about sex
•binge eating
•bedrotting
•maladaptive daydreaming
•suicidal ideations
•drugs (if I have the money)
•alcohol (if I have the money)
•fucked up sleep patterns
•internal crying
•wasting money at the grocery store (the only place I can afford to go to because of food stamps)
•staring at the walls
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
264
Smoke crystal meth mostly

But is meth really unhealthy?? I mean it's gluten free, sugar free and vegan!! So, even those with dietary restrictions can enjoy their meth! 😋

IMG 4462

We even got some kitty litter in there!! Fun!

Don't do meth
 
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ichc

ichc

New Member
Jul 28, 2025
2
Drinking, recently started drinking again (like literally this week) and for a fact I never drank, but things got really terrible to the point I tried it out. I'm addicted now and I can't go through days without drinking. The feeling of being numb is addicting as hell. Shits hard especially as a lightweight, convinced I'm gonna die of alcohol poisoning at this point.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,821
Eating myself fat. I am officially obese. So that is cool, I guess.
 
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Mira Gaga

Member
Oct 16, 2025
5
porn, stress eating, smutty fanfics, books, pills, codeine, sh, suicide attempts, doomscrolling, thinking about killing myself or others, drinking myself to sleep, spending unhealthy amounts of time here on SS(not that I don't like this site or whatever, I love it)
 
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