
Emerita
My time is terminal
- Jan 16, 2025
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I have always wanted to die in winter. I find it more pleasant to imagine my dead body in winter than on a hot summer day. Someone close to me died in winter, so I think it would be nice to share the same scenery they did. I would like to stand outside one last time. The night would be almost bright from the skies light reflecting off the snow, creating a sparkling landscape and the silence that feels unique to a winter would settle in the night. The sharpness in the air seems more fitting for an end compared to the freshness of summer air. There is a calmness and sadness in winter, a sort of letting-go feeling. I like the coldness how it burns your skin. I don't know if I will ctb before winter I do plan on it but I love winter and it would be my preferred time to go.
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