waistcoat
wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
- Aug 10, 2024
- 402
get out of abusive relationship: done
reconnect with friends: done
go to therapy: done
move countries: done
get better friends: done
be more social: done
have a loving and supportive partner: done
be my full authentic self with no reserve: done
overall my life is much better now but i still am just idly waiting for my death. i don't want to be alive. i don't enjoy it. i hate it. i have improved my life as much as possible in hopes that will be enough to keep me around but it's not.
reconnect with friends: done
go to therapy: done
move countries: done
get better friends: done
be more social: done
have a loving and supportive partner: done
be my full authentic self with no reserve: done
overall my life is much better now but i still am just idly waiting for my death. i don't want to be alive. i don't enjoy it. i hate it. i have improved my life as much as possible in hopes that will be enough to keep me around but it's not.
