What makes you want ctb?

[Kyo_katakato]

with so many people who share the same goal, I've always wanted to know if there's any more common reason among the majority.

 

[Squiddy]

My mental illnesses, articulation issues (not being able to articulate myself verbally well), bad short term memory issues, my inability to process what people are saying to me sometimes and my incompetence (not knowing things I should've known by now).

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Not being able to get a girlfriend no matter how much time and effort i put into bettering myself and doing dumb shit i fucking hate that ive been told would help me meet people.

 

[KClown]

Meaninglessness of life, pure disgust towards human society.

 

[Cakes]

The loss of a loved one is the main. But I have mental health problems too. No friends. No qualifications at all. No social skills. Parent has been mentally/emotionally abusive for over a decade...
Freezing up and acting 'ignorant due to social anxitey..

 

[Sherri]

Mental health and the loss of the love of my life....

 

[StringPuppet]

Life being so shit that it would allow for people like us to suffer in the first place

 

[Cakes]

Mental health and the loss of the love of my life....

I feel you! *hugs*

 

[Sherri]

I feel you! *hugs*

Thanks hun.

 

[SmellyRat]

Life being objectively pointless, and full of suffering.
Everyday our bodys are slowly rotting what a fucking nightmare.

 

[Sherri]

I feel you! *hugs*

Did you go through the same?

 

[Cakes]

Yes, he took his life in June

 

[NextSummer]

Only the threat of homelessness.

I am mentally sick, have no friends and am unemployed. This is ok. but not homelessness.

 

[taylor321]

not having anyone to rely on or anyone who cares about me, and overall just being terrible at life. I dont have money so i cant afford the drugs i wanted to ctb painlessly/ peacefully. I tried talking to people in the partners thread (who claimed to want the same thing) only to be lied to again by people who arent actually suicidal.

 

[wanttodie]

sick of life and living

 

[epic]

Mental and physical health problems should have been kept as separate options.
I'm here because of physical health problems. Most folks here are because of mental health problems.

 

[Givingupandgivingin]

I'm gay.
But I'm in a straight marriage.
Leaving and divorcing would cause untold problems to my husband and children.
I am dying every day I am here.
There is no other choice.

 

[Ardesevent]

Extreme social anxiety. So bad that I can't go out type. There's not much else I can do at this point.

 

[Deleted member 13412]

so many problems with me.. i think just being aware that i exist thats enough to make me feel pain n make me wanna die

 

[muffin222]

Being broken inside due to trauma

 

[Sherri]

Yes, he took his life in June

Mine was a prick, he is very well still alive....

 

[Cakes]

Mine was a prick, he is very well still alive....

Oh gosh I'm sorry to hear he isn't nice

 

[Sherri]

Oh gosh I'm sorry to hear he isn't nice

Robbed me, was just with me to get a Canadian visa, anyways... I never recovered from that.

 

[Cakes]

Robbed me, was just with me to get a Canadian visa, anyways... I never recovered from that.

Awh no I'm sorry this happened to you! Have you talked to anyone about it?

 

[AJ95]

Combination of knowing that I'll never get better, loneliness, and self hatred.

It's just going to be another 60+ years of misery, and I'm getting too old to be an emo.

 

[Sherri]

Awh no I'm sorry this happened to you! Have you talked to anyone about it?

It's ok, he scamming a lady from Arizona now, it's what he does....I warned the lady. But she doesn't care.

 

[deleted]

chronic hopelessness and poverty, all other problems are just gifts

 

[Pho3nix]

Serious health issues caused by early trauma, having a cunty family and hopelessness.

 

[Symbiote]

Self-hatred, childhood abuse, just a broken person that made great strides in life, but just can't get it together and push out the "demons". :(

 

[Cakes]

It's ok, he scamming a lady from Arizona now, it's what he does....I warned the lady. But she doesn't care.

Wow, I can't believe people really do things like that.. it was nice of you to warn the one from Arizona!