What is the one, single emotion you feel above all else

[Wayfaerer]

For me, it'd be disappointment. If my disappointment could be converted into matter and placed within a syringe needle, I'd have enough to kill a fully grown African Elephant.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Despair:
noun

1. the complete loss or absence of hope.
   "a voice full of self-hatred and despair"

 

[Livinginhell]

Loneliness

 

[Boochky]

Dread

 

[PeaceisallIwishfor]

Fear

 

[ThingWithFeathers]

I couldn't stomach my emotions today. The only emotion I had today was lose... loose motion.

 

[Dearmummy]

Fear

 

[xxsweetopheliaxx]

I don't know how it'd be described but... it's as if nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone. Like my presence alone is a burden for everyone around me. I want it to end. It's like a void in my heart that only grows with every waking day.

 

[Cold]

Emptiness.

 

[Pan]

Dread.

 

[NotGoneButNotHere]

Self-hatred

 

[Fragile]

Unfairness, lately everything is so wrong that i feel like a victim in a life that i didn't ask for.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Exhausted...physically and emotionally.

 

[Jeannine]

Some level of fear, almost always.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Restlessness

 

[toomuchgrief]

grief. every.single.day is grief and cry since the death of my son.

 

[Flume]

Emptiness. My heart screams for someone to actually acknowledge that I exist on this fucking earth.

 

[Sensei]

Desperation.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Regret

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Idk I guess it's a tie between disappointment, regret and despair. Can't enjoy the moment or anything anymore.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

(Self) Disappointment

 

[snorli]

Shame

 

[lotus11]

e) all of the above

 

[Tortured_empath]

Stress. Grief second.

 

[Weakling666]

Worthless.

 

[LivingToLong]

Emptiness for me too. An absence of feeling, or of knowing what to feel.

Happiness has always been a brief, elevated state for me and not at all normal. When my happiness goes, I return to emptiness. Emptiness feels like my normal state. Then my mind starts its churning searching and questioning, and I fill my emptiness with self-doubt and bleakness. The thought process itself causes anxiety. I wish it would stop. I think sometimes it would be better to live 24/7 on drugs, just to avoid being my version of normal.

 

[BipolarExpat]

I dunno really....

disgust, maybe

I'm disgusted that I've allowed things/life to get this awful. I'm thoroughly disgusted by smells, tastes, sounds, sights and (some) people around me.

 

[SinisterKid]

ANGER! because a place like this has to exist as the world refuses to treat suicidal people like any other rational human being.

 

[GinaIsReady]

sorrow

 

[Mort]

Dont know any more cant feel much of anything anymore they seem to be burnt out like an old light bulb. One point it burnt very brightly but then began to meet people. Then it slowly dimmed to nothing :(