what else should i do but drink

[Wojaczek]

ive tried to quit but its not happening.
i told my mom yesterday that i would not live past 35, fuck.
this life, i swear.
i think ill buy a beer somewhere and sit in a park, it's 5am.
i think i'll buy a beer and sit in the park, it's 5am.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Using alcohol as dodge is not a solution. I used to do the same until I realize that. I'm sorry for your suffering. I hope things get better for you.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Using alcohol as dodge is not a solution. I used to do the same until I realize that. I'm sorry for your suffering. I hope things get better for you.

Why is it not a solution

Alcohol is always the solution . But the issue is it's the problem too

 

[Wojaczek]

Why is it not a solution

Alcohol is always the solution . But the issue is it's the problem too

its for sure a solution but hell does it create a lot of problems

 

[gottablast888]

if youre going to ctb might aswell do what you want. im not getting off benzos ever. withdrawals are horrific. i want to chill in my last days

 

[Wojaczek]

if youre going to ctb might aswell do what you want. im not getting off benzos ever. withdrawals are horrific. i want to chill in my last days

yeah this is basically how im thinking. if im gonna die i just might go all in and say "fuck it"