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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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If I cant get SN I will be using carbon monoxide poisoning in a tent at a forest or UK beauty spot.

I have suffered from passive suicidal ideation since 21 years old. I reached out to people in my life when I was depressed but nobody ever listened nor took me seriously. I tried getting help on the NHS and that didn't work either so I gave up trying with mental health services. At 25 my life was coming together in 2022 and for the first time I was happy and looking forward to the future them it all came crashing down last year. Starting from 1st January. First I was forced to spend a month with my relatives overseas I loved the pandemic because I never got to see them again and finally felt free. Next I was gaslighted and humiliated by a man I loved so much, lost my job, nearly lost my university place and 2023 was the year everything in my life went wrong. That year showed me life is not this wonderful we are told it is and we have been lied to all our lives being told its worth to stay.

I really wanted to live but all I know is I want out from this world. For me living another 10 years absolutely terrifies.

My passive suicidal ideation has now progressed into active suicide ideation. 30 is the age for me to die. My 20s have been disappointment and I don't want to live another decade. I finally realised today no man is ever going to love me other men will always see something special in other women but never me. All men just see a colleague, a friend and but someone to be thier girlfriend or wife. I am truly unlovable for me that is not a life worth living. I don't want to be the unwanted woman anymore
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

i must rest here a moment
Mar 9, 2024
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In terms of painfulness, CO is one of the best ways to go imo. Symptoms include: weakness, shortness of breath, headache, dizziness, vomiting and blurred vision.
 
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babouflo201223

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Aug 18, 2024
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En termes de douleur, le CO est l'une des meilleures solutions à mon avis. Les symptômes comprennent : faiblesse, essoufflement, maux de tête, étourdissements, vomissements et vision floue.
Est-ce que l'azote provoque ces symptômes aussi ?
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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Carbon monoxide poisoning can cause different symptoms that depend on how long you are exposed and the concentration. The first signs are usually headache and dizziness, as if you were tired and a little dizzy. Then nausea also comes, and sometimes vomiting can occur. You feel completely without energy, with a weakness that makes it difficult to do even the simplest things. If the exposure continues, confusion may set in, as if you can't concentrate or think clearly. Breathing may become more difficult, your heart may beat faster, and you sometimes even have flu-like body aches. As time passes, you may lose consciousness, and the skin, especially in the lips or nails, may turn a bright red color. However, at high concentrations it is theoretically possible to bypass some, or perhaps all, symptoms. This is the theory.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

i must rest here a moment
Mar 9, 2024
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Est-ce que l'azote provoque ces symptômes aussi ?
I think so, yes, but take that with a grain of salt because this is really not my area of expertise; I gave up on inert gas as a method a long time ago
 
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Endofpain

Endofpain

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Dec 21, 2024
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I think so, yes, but take that with a grain of salt because this is really not my area of expertise; I gave up on inert gas as a method a long time ago
Why is that your opinion of inert gas? I think inert gas will be my method.

I am a bit scared of CO because of the potential to hurt others.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

i must rest here a moment
Mar 9, 2024
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Why is that your opinion of inert gas? I think inert gas will be my method.

I am a bit scared of CO because of the potential to hurt others.
Because of how complicated the set-up is, plus how expensive it is. Where I live even just acquiring the gas in the first place is a wild goose chase, which for someone who already suffers from low-energy, is not very enticing. But even if I did acquire it, I still wouldn't prefer it due to the risk of long-term brain damage if an attempt fails, which is likely if you don't have a firmly sealed area to do it in (which most people don't).
 
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FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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Why is that your opinion of inert gas? I think inert gas will be my method.

I am a bit scared of CO because of the potential to hurt others.
@Endofpain This is my biggest fear too.
In terms of painfulness, CO is one of the best ways to go imo. Symptoms include: weakness, shortness of breath, headache, dizziness, vomiting and blurred vision.
@Alexei_Kirillov My biggest fear about this method is getting brain damage I heard somewhere that you can get brain damage from this method if it's not done properly or if you get found on time.
 
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Nov 22, 2024
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CO poisoning doesn't trigger the CO2 panic response, so you just fall asleep. that's kinda about it really.
 
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Slight Headache, Flu-like symptoms if built up overtime depending on the Parts per Million (PPM) but no pain at all- Non-CTB deaths by accidental Carbon Monoxide are vast so I can imagine its like a frog in a pot that boils over, The frog never knows it is boiling until it dies by not feeling any pain. A good Method.
 
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