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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
If I lay my head on the traintracks, and wait for the train to run over my neck? I was gonna get some alcohol. have phone call with a guy I fell in love with a few years ago maybe.
I cannot order anything offline for my suicide, I just realized this, so I cannot do SN.
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
I worry that I can't get partial right. Like itll just leave a huge red mark on my neck. Ive tried suffocating myself before and didnt work.
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
I've done my research. I want to use a gun But I have no access to a gun
 
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Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
Might be worth getting your own card so you can order SN in your name?
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
They can open up the packages. Maybe I could get a PO box.
 
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Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
My excuse would be it's for a science experiment.
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
I'm worried SN won't kill me because I have almost died before from drugs and it didn't work. Maybe I should use SN plus a gun? I could buy the gun off the deep web maybe................I don't know, I don't want to go to prison...
 
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Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
If I lay my head on the traintracks, and wait for the train to run over my neck? I was gonna get some alcohol. have phone call with a guy I fell in love with a few years ago maybe.
I cannot order anything offline for my suicide, I just realized this, so I cannot do SN.

good luck with the decapitation !!
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
If I lay my head on the traintracks, and wait for the train to run over my neck? I was gonna get some alcohol. have phone call with a guy I fell in love with a few years ago maybe.
I cannot order anything offline for my suicide, I just realized this, so I cannot do SN.
If you can post your post you can order SN. What's preventing you from ordering SN?
 
Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
If you can post your post you can order SN. What's preventing you from ordering SN?
She lives with her parents and they will open any package ordered online apparently. Also she might not have her own credit card which means her parents can track the orders.
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
Oh Ayeitsalaska your a minor. Well in that case let me ask you Ayeitsalaska what have you tried to get better? And why do you want to end it? I ask because your so young. Even though i am pro-choice I am believe that if your that young you should really try different things out before ending it.
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
I'm 19 I am not a minor I just live with my parents
 

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