what are the enjoyable and most craziest manic episodes you had

[netrezven]

Hi all, took me over an year to understand my lonelyness, pain and desire to suicide. I have bipolar disorder. It's appears to be very much related to people who desire to or already did ctb, statistically. I believe that manic episodes play major role in the process of killing you - while being reckless, or by deleting memories of how you hurt your loved ones. And all this is presented to you acceptable and normal as possible. Yes i got hit very hard on the depression episode, whitch lasted for more than a year, or might still be waiting to come any moment. But in my case i used to live for 2-3 years of complete mania, non-stop. I did very extreme and crazy stuff during this period, i was so manic that the only effect metaamphetamin got on me was not to drink coffee in the morning. Yes it was fun, but my loved ones paid the price. I had no idea something was wrong with me till i got the depression.
So what are the craziest stuff any of you with biploar did in their manic episodes?

 

[Gratefulcorpse]

Running naked in psychiatric hospital because my sedation meds were super for me. This was shortly after I quit meth and the Xanax I was being fed made me a monster, I would talk shit to people and not remember what I did. It shook my family but that's not a reason to abandon Ctb now is it?

 

[Rachel74]

At a swinging club! I had sex with lots of people. Those were the days.

 

[moodygrl]

one of them i remember dancing on a balcony to music in the background and a big storm infront with another crazy girl, both of us believing we are cooking the storm up.

Then alone on the balcony in bathing suits
waiting for Elon Musk to see me from a plane he sent for me..this is is just a small chip

 

[MartyByrde]

I wish I could write them here. Hell! Some I wish I could remember more of. Damn, I had some fun before I was diagnosed, medicated and learned it's disorders running the show. Now I realize all the damage I've done, big and small, and fear what I may do in the future.