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computer

computer

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Sep 12, 2025
32
personally for me its a experience not for enjoyment but for curiosity and when nothing else is left
ive done it a handful of times up to 1200 mg and for me its a fail safe
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
138
did 3.7 g, woke up in my own vomit hallucinating spiders everywhere, never again
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Bitch who can't die
Jan 5, 2025
1,354
I had a dph addiction and I still struggle with it now. I took 1000mg almost daily for a month. I took 3000mg in a attempt to kill myself and was technically successful until I was revived in the hospital.
It's best to avoid it because it's just poison.
 
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jimmyinnout

jimmyinnout

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Sep 5, 2025
32
Mixed feelings

I am jealous of those who have the mental resolve to experience it first hand, as I have only heard "trip reports" of how it effects the average individual. Though I think it would be a horrible cbt method since it is essentially experiencing hell on earth before a death which could be considered "painful".

I believe someone with the inner resolve to go through with a benadryl tripis likely also adept enough to seek substances which will result in a more painless end.
 
thebox_123

thebox_123

Member
Sep 14, 2025
41
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Bitch who can't die
Jan 5, 2025
1,354
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
Don't use it to ctb. Trust me . Please

It's one thing to use it to get high on but using it to die from is absolute hell.
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
286
I experienced real life lag when I did it, had a bad headache next morning
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
Don't. Trust me, the chances of a successful CTB with benadryl is probably less than 5%, even if you do succeed you likely will experience a slow and painful death, especially if you already have a terrible life because we are so cursed that even 20G of benadryl wont kill us but 5 tablets will kill someone who has an awesome life.
 
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thebox_123

thebox_123

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Sep 14, 2025
41
Don't use it to ctb. Trust me . Please

It's one thing to use it to get high on but using it to die from is absolute hell.
I experienced real life lag when I did it, had a bad headache next morning

Don't. Trust me, the chances of a successful CTB with benadryl is probably less than 5%, even if you do succeed you likely will experience a slow and painful death, especially if you already have a terrible life because we are so cursed that even 20G of benadryl wont kill us but 5 tablets will kill someone who has an awesome life.

Eugh :( Just when I thought I found an alternative..
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Remember if it was that easy to kill yourself with it, they would not sell it over the counter in drugstores.
 

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