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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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May 20, 2025
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Have you ever asked yourself — not on a whim, but in the true stillness beyond social noise — whether your existence has any legitimate right to be here?
Not moral worth, but ontological relevance.
Are we here because we were meant to be?
Or are we just a side effect of a mistake repeated over millennia?

No human ever asked to be born.
Yet the moment we emerge, we're trapped in a duty to be, as if we signed a contract in some time before time.
We go on living out of fear of the end, biological momentum, and emotional blackmail disguised as "meaning."

But here is the core truth:
Humans are not rational beings. 🧠🚫
We are addicts of distraction,
compulsive consumers of stories, myths, relationships, screens, noise.
Not because it brings joy—
but because it shields us from facing the unbearable:
🌌 that nothing means anything, that every breath is borrowed, that all things fall.

And among all the toxic narratives ever spun, one has prevailed above all:
the Judaeo-Christian system. ✝️📜
Because it understood everything before the others.
It didn't win by promising happiness—
but something far more seductive:

🩸 "You will never die."

The terror of ending was monetized.
Eternity became not a gift,
but a leash.

So we live layered in illusion:
🧬 biological,
🏛️ cultural,
🕊️ theological.

A trap that feeds itself:
💬 We fear death, so we stay alive. We fear life, so we drown in distractions.

But what if we removed every veil, every myth, every sugar-coated pill?
What if we saw things as they are—
bare, unredeemable, uncomfortable?
How many of us would truly stay?

🔍 And if you could go back—before being—would you choose to appear at all?

There's no need for perfect answers.
Just the courage to ask the real question.

🕯️
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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we are just a side effect of a mistake repeated over millennia

I never asked to be born . I wish I were never born.
I would never choose to be born into this hell much less as a fragile animal
I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born

Why do I have to live another minute? There is no answer.

Life has no meaning

Nothing matters

What will matter in 150 years, 500 years, 10,000 years, a trillion years? Nothing

The only things that matter to me are avoiding excruciating pain and my suicide asap

I was forced here to be a slave laboring 15 hour per day a job chores to do lists, all to exist under threat of extreme torture

I'm just a brain , brain cells

But the extreme horror and abomination is that I and every human is also a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . This is what they repeatedly tell us is so beautiful so good so scared that we have to be thankful for being.

We know where life came from a cell and chemical reactions , a molecule called DNA. a human is just another animal, cells, chemical reactions a machine. A human is the same cells that are in other animals eukaryotic cells that's why a human and an insect are both eukaryotes ( ask chatgpt anything in this paragraph to confirm)


For there to be any magic or afterlife then every peice of physics, chemistry, engineering, technology, biology, evolution, brain science, cell biology would have to be wrong
 
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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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May 20, 2025
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we are just a side effect of a mistake repeated over millennia

I never asked to be born . I wish I were never born.
I would never choose to be born into this hell much less as a fragile animal
I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born

Why do I have to live another minute? There is no answer.

Life has no meaning

Nothing matters

What will matter in 150 years, 500 years, 10,000 years, a trillion years? Nothing

The only things that matter to me are avoiding excruciating pain and my suicide asap

I was forced here to be a slave laboring 15 hour per day a job chores to do lists, all to exist under threat of extreme torture

I'm just a brain , brain cells

But the extreme horror and abomination is that I and every human is also a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . This is what they repeatedly tell us is so beautiful so good so scared that we have to be thankful for being.

We know where life came from a cell and chemical reactions , a molecule called DNA. a human is just another animal, cells, chemical reactions a machine. A human is the same cells that are in other animals eukaryotic cells that's why a human and an insect are both eukaryotes ( ask chatgpt anything in this paragraph to confirm)


For there to be any magic or afterlife then every peice of physics, chemistry, engineering, technology, biology, evolution, brain science, cell biology would have to be wrong
What if pain wasn't just a side effect of life but its only true content

You said "I'm just a brain"
But maybe not even that
Maybe you're just a loop of neural signals a brief hallucination of being stretched between flesh and memory
And the most grotesque part That loop fights to stay alive only to keep suffering
Not because it wants not because it hopes but because it was wired that way

You're right There was no pain for 13.8 billion years
But there was also no witness to the absence of pain
Now there is you
A point of perception nailed to a wall of nerves

And if all physics biology and evolution are correct then yes there's no exit
No transcendence No other side
Only a machine aware of its own rot

But tell me this
If the mind can reach this level of clarity of exposure
What would happen if it went one step further
Not toward hope Never
But toward silence real silence not the silence of rest but of disintegration

Would it still think

Would there even be a you left to want anything
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
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All existence has been a coincidence. Damn the Big Bang and the universe
 
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