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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
Was N ever actually legally sold to regular individuals? If not, was there at least a time when there were a lot of legit sources that were easy to find?
 
JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
Before These Bastards invented benzos which are the devils drug, N was legal and you could buy it for sleep problems. After 1970 it was illegal. Before they closed Silke road in 2013 you could buy it on there. Crazy Times. Wish i was locked in in that time.
 
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AtreusMacabre

AtreusMacabre

Member
Sep 4, 2024
12
I do not have an answer, but I am curious so I have to ask - did you, by any chance, manage to build a time machine?
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
174
It used to be fairly accessible before D was taken down. Not sure if that counts as "legit" but it was way easier to source back then.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
Yes, some Mexican dude named D used to sell vet N before he got arrested. Quite a few members here still have bottles they bought from him but never used.
Free our boy D :pfff:
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,317
imo from at least 2005 to 2022 N from D and other online sources delivered to ur house Nembutal

most of these sources were discovered by pn in the pph . the email was in the pph for many years

N from d was active at least from 2019 to 2022. probably before then too . he was also known as A

the government monsters arrested D in early 2022

imo people decided here to make many threads about N from D especially in 2021 . imo this caused a rush of buying which caught the attention of someone in the government to immediately arrest D .i try to warn don't post even a clue about Sn sources. no one understands this. I've seen the same happen to many sn sources
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
174
imo from at least 2005 to 2022 N from D and other online sources delivered to ur house Nembutal

most of these sources were discovered by pn in the pph . the email was in the pph for many years

N from d was active at least from 2019 to 2022. probably before then too . he was also known as A

the government monsters arrested D in early 2022

imo people decided here to make many threads about N from D especially in 2021 . imo this caused a rush of buying which caught the attention of someone in the government to immediately arrest D .i try to warn don't post even a clue about Sn sources. no one understands this. I've seen the same happen to many sn sources
Case in point:SD, DMC, IC, the list goes on and on.
 
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antiqueantipodean

Student
Oct 14, 2025
101
Ask Marilyn Monroe
 
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