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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
288
I know it happens a lot, and I'm probably beating a dead horse by bringing it up, but the site was down for me last night and this morning. It worries me every time this happens because I wanna be able to make a goodbye post the night I ctb, and I'm worried the night I decide to ctb this might happen, and I won't be able to say goodbye to you guys :(
 
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failedmind

failedmind

Student
Oct 31, 2024
114
Yes same :/ It was down for me too.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
Samesies!
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
292
Yep it was down for everyone afaik. Had withdrawals for real :pfff: i tried going to the tor link too and it didn't work 😩
 
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wonderfulheaven

Member
Oct 31, 2024
86
yes it made me nervous w how long it was out for
 
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L9my

L9my

skibidi sigma shuffle your way out of my hitbox
Nov 22, 2024
1,116
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,065
Yeah and it was longer this time. Withdrawal sounds about right.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,735
Ya they were just doing a system update. I had to resort to reading instead 🙄
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,455
Yes, for quite a few hours this morning.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,795
Yes. How are you holding up?
 
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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
288
Yes. How are you holding up?
I'm doing fine, it always just worries me when it goes down, but it's happened multiple times now so I've gotten used to it. How about you?
 
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Leopard2023

Student
Sep 24, 2023
105
Yes it was down for me today.
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
247
Yep it was down for everyone afaik. Had withdrawals for real :pfff: i tried going to the tor link too and it didn't work 😩
same
I felt so alone
 
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WhenIBreathe

Student
Feb 13, 2025
103
Yes. it made me panic because I joined so I didn't have to do this completely alone, and the thought of being alone with this again scares me.
 
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RoyalBengalAutistic

RoyalBengalAutistic

Member
Oct 14, 2024
52
I faced the same. Whenever this kind of thing happens, I immediately think the government have blocked the website
 
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deleteduser853695

deleteduser853695

I swear I tried my best
Feb 26, 2024
119
Yeah, it was down all morning for me (I'm in the US). Scared the heck out of me - I thought it had been shut down.
 
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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
647
This site better not go down, or get shut down

This community is so important and also last resort as a place to visit, for many of us suicidal people who have nowhere else left to turn to

Please, admins, do whatever you can to keep this site / community up for as long as possible

Thanks so much from bottom of my heart. Love this community
 
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living4others

living4others

Banned
Feb 23, 2025
37
I was also very afraid that its taken down. I was scared too.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
271
Yes it was down, it made me feel lonely and cut off.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
863
Yeah was down. I went looking for replicas again in case it was gone for good like the .com one.
 
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kamikaze_shark04

kamikaze_shark04

Member
Dec 7, 2023
86
I know it happens a lot, and I'm probably beating a dead horse by bringing it up, but the site was down for me last night and this morning. It worries me every time this happens because I wanna be able to make a goodbye post the night I ctb, and I'm worried the night I decide to ctb this might happen, and I won't be able to say goodbye to you guys :(
same
I felt so alone
There's a tor link?
 
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