in hell out soon
taking way longer than expected
- Apr 27, 2020
- 123
so I just had to throw a closed bottle of bleach out of the window because I nearly chugged it down like water.
it wasn't an accident.
wanna know the fucked up part? this isnt save my life. but because there's a risk of surviving and because if I do survive it'll fuck me up and then I'll be watched again. I'll never get free.
the only punchline here is my life. I'll be happy when it ends.
im done. all I can pray for is death and I'm an atheist. I don't think anyone is going to be able to mail me something I could eat to die like that other method that's been mentioned. The SN.
as far as the bus goes... haven't caught it yet. nearly clown rodeoed that shit just now because that's what I am - I'm a fucking clown.
nobodys fucking laughing. just get on with it and let me die. please.
it wasn't an accident.
wanna know the fucked up part? this isnt save my life. but because there's a risk of surviving and because if I do survive it'll fuck me up and then I'll be watched again. I'll never get free.
the only punchline here is my life. I'll be happy when it ends.
im done. all I can pray for is death and I'm an atheist. I don't think anyone is going to be able to mail me something I could eat to die like that other method that's been mentioned. The SN.
as far as the bus goes... haven't caught it yet. nearly clown rodeoed that shit just now because that's what I am - I'm a fucking clown.
nobodys fucking laughing. just get on with it and let me die. please.
