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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Are there any videos of people CTBing with SN? I read about one member here that filmed themselves but I really don't wanna be disrespectful and not sure if it's right to ask for a link. I'm just wondering how the process is and I'm still worried about the pain after the ingestion of SN.
 
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Leo

Leo

Catching flight soon.....bus is too slow
Sep 28, 2018
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Are there any videos of people CTBing with SN? I read about one member here that filmed themselves but I really don't wanna be disrespectful and not sure if it's right to ask for a link. I'm just wondering how the process is and I'm still worried about the pain after the ingestion of SN.
I am also searching for same
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/
Read this
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/
Read this
What exactly do you mean? I just see a goodbye thread
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
What exactly do you mean? I just see a goodbye thread
read all, there were observers via video call broadcasting his condition when he drank SN until the moment he lost consciousness
 
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Konjac

Konjac

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Oct 25, 2020
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I know it's not much help now, but I was considering somehow streaming/recording my own attempt for educational purposes. It'd be some time in January though.
 
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262653

262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
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I'm interested if there are any SN ctb videos in public access. I've seen some self-recorded ctbs but they were mostly hanging, and rarely shooting.
 
Viro_Major

Viro_Major

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Jul 30, 2020
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In exclusivity, here is one. Fasten your seatbelt, nothing cute

 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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read all, there were observers via video call broadcasting his condition when he drank SN until the moment he lost consciousness
Oh I see, I knew about the observers. I was just hoping I could see the video myself but i don't think it's available
 
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