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SmallKoy

SmallKoy

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Jan 18, 2024
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I've never wanted to die so much before in my life. I have so much self hatred. I'm so scared of what's on the other side of death. I hope it's nothingness. I pray it's nothingness. Please let me die. I deserve to die.
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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I can relate. I also want to die so bad.
Hopefully you find peace soon and are free from pain and suffering my friend
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish for eternal nothingness, in fact it's all I wish for, to simply be conscious and aware is a curse to me. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.
 
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