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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
117
Gonna be using edibles because they are a lot more psychoactive than smoking to beat SI. Probably on Saturday.

I know this isn't some guaranteed method so if you don't have something optimistic to say, please just don't say it.

The days are getting sunny, wedding season is almost here and I am eager to die. I feel like I got pretty close today but I need something that will let me jerk myself over the railing.

There are many many studies that show a relation between suicides and marijuana.
 
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northerner

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Feb 2, 2026
21
i'm truly sorry to say something pessimistic but coming from a stoner, i do want you to be prepared for the fact that marijuana isn't going to give you any psychotic symptoms unless you're a long-term frequent user (i'm talking being high nearly every hour of every day for multiple years) and once your brain is fully developed your risk of psychosis drops dramatically, so if you're over 25 you're out of luck. i can say with full confidence that being high does have its advantages for the suicidal, but only if you're looking to quiet your suicidal thoughts for awhile, not if you're looking to carry out your plans. i'd look into alcohol or more likely some stronger drugs.

again, i'm very sorry to deliver such pessimistic news. i wish you all the love in the world and i hope you find what you're looking for <3
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
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i'm truly sorry to say something pessimistic but coming from a stoner, i do want you to be prepared for the fact that marijuana isn't going to give you any psychotic symptoms unless you're a long-term frequent user (i'm talking being high nearly every hour of every day for multiple years) and once your brain is fully developed your risk of psychosis drops dramatically, so if you're over 25 you're out of luck. i can say with full confidence that being high does have its advantages for the suicidal, but only if you're looking to quiet your suicidal thoughts for awhile, not if you're looking to carry out your plans. i'd look into alcohol or more likely some stronger drugs.

again, i'm very sorry to deliver such pessimistic news. i wish you all the love in the world and i hope you find what you're looking for <3
I got this off google for "are edibles psychoactive".


Yes, cannabis edibles are highly psychoactive, often producing more intense and longer-lasting effects than smoking
. They contain delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol (THC), which causes intoxication, euphoria, and altered mental states. When ingested, the liver converts THC into a stronger form, leading to a more intense psychoactive "high".



I bet you are talking about smoking and not eating edibles because those are two different drugs
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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northerner

Member
Feb 2, 2026
21
I got this off google for "are edibles psychoactive".


Yes, cannabis edibles are highly psychoactive, often producing more intense and longer-lasting effects than smoking
. They contain delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol (THC), which causes intoxication, euphoria, and altered mental states. When ingested, the liver converts THC into a stronger form, leading to a more intense psychoactive "high".



I bet you are talking about smoking and not eating edibles because those are two different drugs
i admit i may have misunderstood your original post! i think we're getting confused over psychosis vs. psycoactivity. if you're looking for psychoactivity (something that's going to affect your mood/consciousness), weed is the drug for you. psychosis is something than happen with extended use and involves hallucinations, paranoia, derealization, etc. they're very similar words and easy to get mixed up!

also, smoking and edibles are the same drug. they can have slightly different effects depending on the strain (indica, sativa, hybrid) or dosage (you're likely going to get a higher dosage eating over smoking). i promise i'm not trying to start an argument or anything, i just want to make sure you're making informed choices! :)
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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We've talked about this. I fell between 96-120 feet and trust me, you don't want to survive that.
 
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charlavail

Member
Mar 19, 2026
42
I mean, if youre looking so a psychoactive effect have you tried shrooms or lsd? Idk wher you live but in the US there are several companies that somehow skirt the rules. I've bought shrooms online from a reputable source. If you take enough...
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
117
We've talked about this. I fell between 96-120 feet and trust me, you don't want to survive that.
You fell feet first from the 7th floor of an Australian hotel which should be between 56-82 feet.

I believe you are female and should weigh around 150ish or something at most? I weigh 180 and I have a spot 90 feet above concrete.

I think it should work…
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
196
You fell feet first from the 7th floor of an Australian hotel which should be between 56-82 feet.

I believe you are female and should weigh around 150ish or something at most? I weigh 180 and I have a spot 90 feet above concrete.

I think it should work…
Not sure where you got that height from. I fell minimum 90 feet. It was in my medical notes.

I just would hate for anyone to survive what I have. Jumping has a low mortality rate compared to other methods, and the risks are not worth it.
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
88
Bud is doing some wild guesswork on your lived experience. 🧐
Are you trying to induce psychosis or psychoactivity. Weeds probably not gonna be your saving grace on this one. Some of these ideas are not really reality based.
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
117
Not sure where you got that height from. I fell minimum 90 feet. It was in my medical notes.

I just would hate for anyone to survive what I have. Jumping has a low mortality rate compared to other methods, and the risks are not worth it.
Thanks for that and I appreciate your insight as you really went through it.

How much do you weigh if you don't mind me asking?
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
196
I'm sorry you couldn't find peace that day
Thanks. I wish I'd chosen a method that didn't have such catastrophic consequences if failed. I was so sure I would succeed.
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
196
How is your health and injuries now?
I'm a mess - have had 12 surgeries to patch me back up (and still counting). And I still don't know if I'm going to keep my leg or not after this. The consequences are really affecting my mental health.
 
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