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[alixisbonez]

This is what caused me to go into hypovolemic shock
This was terrifying I only did it because I thought I was gonna die witch I was minutes away from
I've been numb I haven't cried but I tried to sleep in my bed tonight but I just broke down I couldn't every time I shut my eyes I feel like I'm dieing again I feel like I'm there in my bed surrounded by my own blood
Idk how to be ok and sleep in my own room

Spoiler: TW: Self harm cuts, lots of blood

tf that wasn't even all of the blood half of it wason the towel and I bled more after I took pics here's the stitches I got 5 without freezing because I'm scared of medical needles and was crying because I already had to get needles *ironic considering the fact id just cut myself open lol* I'm still super pale and my head still hurts I keep getting super dizzy when I do stuff and walk around but it should get better in the next couple days I'm also back on my meds

 

[Pale_Rider]

Amazing so much leakage from such a small cut. it's actually a big cut.

 

[alixisbonez]

Amazing so much leakage from such a small cut. it's actually a big cut.

Yeah I was surprised to have hit an artery because I hit muscle in the spot beside it before this was only to the deep fat layer I wish It could have been deeper making it longer would have been a bit harder because of angles but ya I'm kinda excited to see how it scars
This is when I cut for the second time after I cleaned it and it and really started to bleed alot not even three minutes after I took that vid my grandma found me passed out and called 911*t
TW i really do not recommend this at all don't try it is not easy to do and alot of the time won't work and will only have you traumatized and affect you physically and mentally
Alot more of my arm is numb now I can't sleep In my bed or sleep at all really and it was scary for me and my family don't fucking do it please! It is genuinely traumatizing I can't close my eyes or as I said b4 I can't lay in my own bed without seeing all my blood on me and my bed and feeling myself in a bed of my own blood dieing

Spoiler: TW: Self harm cuts, lots of blood

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[Pale_Rider]

Yeah I was surprised to have hit an artery because I hit muscle in the spot beside it before this was only to the deep fat layer I wish It could have been deeper making it longer would have been a bit harder because of angles but ya I'm kinda excited to see how it scars
This is when I cut for the second time after I cleaned it and it and really started to bleed alot not even three minutes after I took that vid my grandma found me passed out and called 911*t
TW i really do not recommend this at all don't try it is not easy to do and alot of the time won't work and will only have you traumatized and affect you physically and mentally
Alot more of my arm is numb now I can't sleep In my bed or sleep at all really and it was scary for me and my family don't fucking do it please! It is genuinely traumatizing I can't close my eyes or as I said b4 I can't lay in my own bed without seeing all my blood on me and my bed and feeling myself in a bed of my own blood dieing

Spoiler: TW: Self harm cuts, lots of blood

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I used to cut, but haven't cut in a long time. and yes it was traumatic in its own way, but I don't do that anymore either.

 

[Chemi]

Puh. That surely is a deep one. Always hated when they randomly started spraying everywhere and i spent forever cleaning blood of my walls and desk.

Those kinda bloody cuts surely can be traumatic, especially when it wasn't intentional to cut that deep. Im happy you got the wound taken care of and stitched up and i hope you will overcome the shock of it soon <3

 

[thislifeisunfair]

I feel you. Mine was in a bathroom. It was an attempt, I did it on leg though. I don't remember much of it. But I still remember the fat and muscle on the ground that came from inside me. And me sitting in a pile of blood. Every time I went back to that bathroom, I had a panic attack. Not because it scared me, I was just upset it didn't work.

 

[reki_haibane]

I might try cut my wrist just surface scratches and wounds for the first time ... I am just curious how it feels and how can you make it less painful?

 

[gunmetalblue]

As someone with deep injuries on one arm, I wish to simply warn that as it heals, please try and monitor your fingers and mobility. I have been left with nerve damage in my left hand which is getting progressively worse and is rather annoying, and it didn't start showing up until months after the injuries.
Although risk of it happening is more probable if cuts/slashes are located in the biceps area it's worth monitoring.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I might try cut my wrist just surface scratches and wounds for the first time ... I am just curious how it feels and how can you make it less painful?

that's a rabbithole that can be dangerously addictive, at least, according to the various posts I've read.

 

[Cloud Busting]

I received medical attention for a cut once. I got caught by a care worker during a home visit as a minor so I had no choice. It wasn't to fat, but I received stitches anyway. I did bleed a lot. The nurse treated me like shit. When I was released from the ER the program I was in mandated I only go to school without supervision, and I had to have an adult present on whichever floor I was on. I wasn't allowed to close my bedroom door either. It wasn't enforced because my mom didn't care and no one checked to see if she was sticking to it. Lmfao


I cut to fat twice. Didn't get medical attention for either. Made a torniquent out of a tee shirt for both. Scrubbing blood sucked. They bleed for hours. It was scary. I didn't get infected though. I can post pictures of the scars if you're curious.

Wishing you well op. I hope your meds work out for you.

 

[Jisatsu]

I've made a few deep cuts , hitting muscle and bone...
Bleeding out and going unconscious has its own special feeling and nothing really ever comes close to it.

Doesn't really help that ever since that day I crave bleeding out....

 

[EmptyBottle]

[if reading this because u searched my pfp, pls skip to next post, tw: I describe a sh video]

morbid curiousity got the better of me, tho I could only watch for a few seconds at first, and later... I watched the whole clips but put a finger to cover the blade action...

The part that surprised me the most was the squirting, and how persistent the carving was... as if carving a meat cut to a particular design.

 

[IsilOzgurluk]

Hi op
I hope you're doing better.
Usually, I browse sasu to be at peace. To see there are others like me. I thought I had thick skin. After all, I'm not afraid of dying. But reading and seeing the stuff on this thread is making me uncomfortable. Does that mean I'm not ready to go?

 

[EmptyBottle]

Hi op
I hope you're doing better.
Usually, I browse sasu to be at peace. To see there are others like me. I thought I had thick skin. After all, I'm not afraid of dying. But reading and seeing the stuff on this thread is making me uncomfortable. Does that mean I'm not ready to go?

Not sure.

tbh, the very concept of SH causes a little unease in me... to know that so many people actually do this... and the scary part is... if one gets over the fear of injuring themselves... then SH become addictive.

And after seeing not just some images... but videos (yes, I was morbidly curious to see for myself if it's real, this isn't the only 2 SH videos I have seen)... the thought of "I hope it's just photoshop, but the detail in the image is tricky to recreate" becomes thoughts of surprise, eg "ppl can be that persistent with SH?!".