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Turning 20 today

Rorschach

Rorschach

The sadness will last forever.
Oct 23, 2020
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Today I am turning 20 years old, and it is perhaps the saddest birthday of my life. I do not believe that I reaches 21, because the idea of ctb has been consuming me. I bought some beers and am going to spend the time that I have left alone. I hope you guys found the peace, like i'm trying to do.
 
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these_days9

these_days9

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Dec 25, 2019
344
Happy birthday ❤️
 
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souljah222

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Apr 19, 2019
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Happy birthday :hug: cant believe im 21 already i dont want to get older
 
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KClown

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Oct 20, 2020
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Birthday. Enjoy the beer.
 
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SmellyRat

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Nov 5, 2018
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KClown said:
Birthday. Enjoy the beer.
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Amen to that
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Jul 4, 2020
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Happy birthday. Hope the night finds you well.
 
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Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Happy birthday
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Happy birthday, may your day be filled with tasty donuts.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Happy Birthday :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Despondent

Despondent

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Dec 20, 2019
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Happy birthday lovely! :heart:
 
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oktnn50md

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Oct 21, 2020
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Can you even drink legally?
 
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Deleted member 13412

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Dec 27, 2019
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happy birthday ♡
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

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Dec 26, 2019
443
Happy birthday!
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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Happy birthday. Enjoy the beers :)
 
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
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Happy birthday but without the happy.

Birthday.
 
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sadworld

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existence is a nightmare
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Happy Birthday to you :heart: :hug: I guess it's not gonna be too happy but try to make the best out of it.
 
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stygal

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Oct 29, 2020
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Cheers to you, have a happy day of birth despite it all :hug:
 
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emphasis

emphasis

Change is the only constant
Oct 22, 2020
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Happy birthday man ❤️
 
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suicide hype_

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Oct 20, 2020
11
Kazz said:
Today I am turning 20 years old, and it is perhaps the saddest birthday of my life. I do not believe that I reaches 21, because the idea of ctb has been consuming me. I bought some beers and am going to spend the time that I have left alone. I hope you guys found the peace, like i'm trying to do.
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Happy birthday i have 20 birthday month ago and in this day my mom die for cancer worst birthday i can imagine. Same dont belive reach 21.
 
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