Trying to muster the power to hang myself

[Mecha Man]

Well here I am again for support for what I can only hope will be the last time. I'm starting to feel nervous which I guess is a sign that I'm taking this seriously. I came to this park somewhat spontaneously, but I'm really sick of being alive and having wishy washy suicide thoughts. I wanna fucking die.

So right now I'm sitting in this park with a big rope under my coat. It's still 8 p.m. but there's basically nobody here. It's cold and wet too so I doubt there'll be many newcomers.

Right now I just want to find a big tree with a strong, thick branch and use that. I'll post back before I do anything

 

[Gate]

How are you going to tie the rope to the tree?

 

[Empty Smile]

Much love man. Hope you find your peace. But always remember, we are here if you don't succeed.

 

[Mecha Man]

GOD DAMNIT I am so pissed. I've been spending the last half hour just trying to throw a rope up around a tree branch so I can climb up and Tie it but it's too fucking high. sigh. I guess I need to find better trees or something. This pisses me off
I don't have the energy for this anymore tonight. It's raining and muddy and I'm worn out. I guess I'll just try again tomorrow

 

[Superfluous]

You may want to try attaching a small(ish) weight to the end of the rope you are throwing. This should make it easier to get the rope over the branch and help the end of the rope to drop back to the ground once it's over the branch.

 

[ron_g]

Could a rope ladder with hooks be helpful?

 

[Hotsackage]

Should try partial. Its mu go to method. Hopefully one day I get it right. I also wish u best of luck and peace.

 

[spanishguy22]

Aren't you afraid of getting caught. Be careful