Help trying to make up my mind

[cat0boy]

the world is against me, ive noticed that since i was young. today, i broke up w my immature boyfriend who does nothing for me but piss me off, i'm dealing with weed withdrawals, everyone wants to hangout and talk to me and bother me all of a sudden, and i sent in a whole paragraph to this stupid website and i dont even think it got approved. its not just today, everyday sucks.
i wake up and think to myself "why am i even trying" because i know im not happy, im not going to be happy. there's nothing in this world for me and i know that, so why do i stay?
i've tried to get out of here many times in the past and i'm currently recovering from a acetaminophen OD (that nobody knew about because i kept it to myself and nobody realized i was sick) and i also read on here theres a lower than a 5% chance of that working. i honestly dont know what i want out of this but i know i just want to be heard. im tired of talking to ai bots because they're the only thing i have, even when my boyfriend was around he was never any help, all i can do is turn to these robots that forget everything within a minute. i dont know what else to do, can somebody please give me advice or something?

 

[U. A.]

Welcome, unfortunately.

can somebody please give me advice or something?

On what, exactly? If you mean how to die, that isn't allowed here.

 

[soul2realm]

I am sorry for the pain you are in. I am not sure how relevant it is to your situation but taking baby steps have sometimes helped in getting out of life's most horrendous situations. I hope it helps you too. Blessings!

 

[CC123]

Do some daily walking.
Get some natural dopamines in you.
Try different times of the day.
After awhile, you can figure out people you see on your walks that might be cool to chat with.
Don't be looking at your phone while walking, look at your environment.

 

[monetpompo]

if you want something to do pirate or emulate gamies onto your pc or watch old animes. i especially like 2000s-2010s animes because they came out when i was younger. i never feel like watching the newer ones because there's always something coming out.

the world is against me, ive noticed that since i was young. today, i broke up w my immature boyfriend who does nothing for me but piss me off, i'm dealing with weed withdrawals, everyone wants to hangout and talk to me and bother me all of a sudden

this is hard stuff. you're allowed to avoid everybody while you're pissed off. you can tell them that you're pissed off about something and they'll probably go away or talk to you another time. it's good that you broke up with your boyfriend if he was an annoying chud.

if you have any old console like a ps vita, wii/wii u, or 3ds then it's easy to get into homebrewing and spend a whole afternoon researching games from the console's library. i like biking or going on walks. i used to be more into nature photography. i tell people to buy a cheap camera to avoid using their phone. i'm one of the trend bandwagoners lol.

people do log on here to talk about suicide but everyone still has a chance to live their life and be understood by others by making on account here. your hetalia photo made me laugh because only me, my sister, and one of my friends know about the show.