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Carsight

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Jul 9, 2025
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Around 2014-2018, I found an online website that was somewhat similar to SS. But it wasn't forum based: it was mostly facts and figures.

I believe it had a very simplistic url. Something like "Howtodie.com" or "Iwanttodie.com." Something in that vein... just straightforward.
It had a list of most popular suicide methods, success rates, risks, complications, etc, things to consider for each one. As I remember, it was written in a really neutral, informative tone. Neither encouraging nor discouraging, but simply presenting facts and allowing people to take in those facts in at their own level. In addition to the facts and figures part, I remember a short autobiographical section where the author talked about his own background and relationship to suicidal ideation. If I remember correctly, he had a failed attempt involving asphyxiation with a plastic bag. In my memory, the website was a black background with white text, but who knows about that.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? Anyone have a link? I've tried really really hard to find it, but came up entirely short.
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

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Jan 23, 2020
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Around 2014-2018, I found an online website that was somewhat similar to SS. But it wasn't forum based: it was mostly facts and figures.

I believe it had a very simplistic url. Something like "Howtodie.com" or "Iwanttodie.com." Something in that vein... just straightforward.
It had a list of most popular suicide methods, success rates, risks, complications, etc, things to consider for each one. As I remember, it was written in a really neutral, informative tone. Neither encouraging nor discouraging, but simply presenting facts and allowing people to take in those facts in at their own level. In addition to the facts and figures part, I remember a short autobiographical section where the author talked about his own background and relationship to suicidal ideation. If I remember correctly, he had a failed attempt involving asphyxiation with a plastic bag. In my memory, the website was a black background with white text, but who knows about that.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? Anyone have a link? I've tried really really hard to find it, but came up entirely short.
lostallhope.com or something
lostallhope something
it's still up if the domain i linked is the right one, that's the one i can think of
 
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Carsight

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Jul 9, 2025
2
lostallhope.com or something
lostallhope something
it's still up if the domain i linked is the right one, that's the one i can think of
YES. Thank you. Spent hours on this and got nowhere... really appreciate it.
 
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