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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

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Nov 1, 2025
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Sometimes when I go out, I will have a traumatic event of some kind happen to me (which is why I have agoraphobia in the first place). Here are some examples of what I have been through in public:

- Went to a cinema a few years ago to watch a movie with mom and aunt. When I was sitting down, someone quite literally attempted to sit on me.
- I had a young kid on a scooter ride right up behind me to the point where I thought the kid was going to run into me each time. The mom thought this was okay for the kid to do. Even yelled at me when the behaviour was called out/when I mentioned I wasn't comfortable with the kid doing this.
- I got bullied by kids on a few occasions.
- A lot of the time, I will need to deal with mom repeating schizophrenic dellusions out in public, which usually results in her yelling at me and that causes me a lot of embarrassment.

I can't recall any other traumatic events. My brain probably blocked those memories out, if any more occured.

Feel free to share your own traumatic public events.
 
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xKiraSlumberx

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Nov 1, 2025
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Many years ago, I was walking on the street and a group of pre-teens had started crossing the street to the same side as where I was walking. They walked past me first, but I audibly heard one of them say ''hey, why don't we follow them?'', and they started following me while giggling. After a while, they pushed me on the ground and I scraped my hands. This had made me rather afraid of/worried about walking near or passing groups of teens or pre-teens since then.
 
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