madgod
psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
- May 26, 2020
- 51
as a kid/teen i relied on things such as hard drugs (coke, opiates, benzos, you name it), sex, and other forms of self harm. now a days i smoke green, drink, and cut myself to ribbons because the older i've gotten the less people i interact with and the more difficult i've found myself able to cope. at times i miss the old me as a teenager able to rope in older men (and women) to sleep with who'd pay with cash or drugs. these days i feel repulsive because the moment i hit 21 i stopped being appealing to those i went for before.
what is some unhealthy ways you cope with the hurt? do you regret them? do you enjoy it or are you simply going through the motions?
what is some unhealthy ways you cope with the hurt? do you regret them? do you enjoy it or are you simply going through the motions?
