Torture of existence

[Amber1974]

Depression, anxiety, hopelessness, financial and legal problems, unemployment, broke, addiction issues, yeah fuck this, it's been years of this, reaching breaking point

 

[ThinkingAboutThis]

I am really sorry to hear that you've been suffering this badly. It's really awful. I don't really know what to say except that I can relate to a lot of it. I hear you.

 

[Amber1974]

Have tried partial a few times and couldn't pass out, also considering bbq grill in bathtub, luckily I live alone for now, until they foreclose my ass out of here so gotta do it before then

 

[DownInaHole]

Life can change on a dime. Hopefully it will for the better for you some day. Earth is both hell and heaven I believe.

 

[ThinkingAboutThis]

I have tried partial a few times, but survival instinct kicked in every time. I'd stat crying really bad.

I don't trust meds to do the job. If it weren't for the med damage, I wouldn't be on this site. I'd rather cook up some poisonous herbal tincture than ctb via meds.

 

[21Neberg]

Have tried partial a few times and couldn't pass out, also considering bbq grill in bathtub, luckily I live alone for now, until they foreclose my ass out of here so gotta do it before then

If you've got the money you could look into the SN method. Seems to be reliable, though a bit complicated at first. I wish you luck whatever method you choose, you really don't deserve all this suffering.

 

[Amber1974]

If you've got the money you could look into the SN method. Seems to be reliable, though a bit complicated at first. I wish you luck whatever method you choose, you really don't deserve all this suffering.

I'm broke as hell couldn't afford SN

 

[21Neberg]

I'm broke as hell couldn't afford SN

I'm sorry :( me too.

 

[Amber1974]

All I'm doing is existing for no reason waiting to die

 

[lost_soul83]

Depression, anxiety, hopelessness, financial and legal problems, unemployment, broke, addiction issues, yeah fuck this, it's been years of this, reaching breaking point

Don't forget chronic pain and illness. Gotta love life, eh?

 

[Final Escape]

I'm broke as hell couldn't afford SN

SN is cheap, I mean u could probably pan handle the money together lol! Or ask a friend to lend u like $14.00, order off amazon.

 

[Final Escape]

All I'm doing is existing for no reason waiting to die

Yes this is my life as well. Most days I'm a shut in. I feel buried alive.

 

[Philip]

Yes this is my life as well. Most days I'm a shut in. I feel buried alive.

Me too

 

[Amber1974]

SN is cheap, I mean u could probably pan handle the money together lol! Or ask a friend to lend u like $14.00, order off amazon.

Oh ok it's that cheap?

 

[Philip]

Oh ok it's that cheap?

To get all three things necessary to have the sn to work is around 50 bucks

 

[CTB-London]

Have tried partial a few times and couldn't pass out, also considering bbq grill in bathtub, luckily I live alone for now, until they foreclose my ass out of here so gotta do it before then

I don't plan to end things in my home that I own because I want my family to get a good sale price for it. One of my dilemmas is where to overdose.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

So sorry to hear this :( if your gonna go out, guessimg the CO woudl make it peaceful only cause i tried partial and that survival instinct is reeaaall