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sadgirlallonherownn

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Sep 28, 2025
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Pretty much title, I have acquired SN and I plan on taking it in about an hour, T-9 minutes until I take my meto,. I'm honestly very antsy, like I'll finally be free soon, it's such an indescribable feeling, I won't have to suffer anymore, I can finally be happy. Thank you for everyone I met on here, while I wasn't on here for too long I still felt so comfortable here, being around like minded people where I finally was not judged for my mental health and it was very happy meeting you all, I love you guys and girls and nb pals, I hope you too will be able to find your peace when you need it, nobody deserves to suffer. As final wish ig I ask you to please finish my temple of time on the Minecraft server, I wasn't able to due to my depression but it's been my long time dream to finally rebuild the temple in Minecraft and it'd mean the world to me, thank you for being friends. I will update once I have taken my sn but then I will log out and just rest (hopefully eternally)
 
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zizzou

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Sep 25, 2025
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hope you find what you are looking for :)
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Yes thinking of you today.
 
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darksouls

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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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sadgirlallonherownn

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Sep 28, 2025
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Meto is taken, 45 minutes until SN
It's kind of a surreal feeling, knowing I'll be gone in about an hour, but it also feels so exciting and good
 
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itsgone2

Experienced
Sep 21, 2025
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Meto is taken, 45 minutes until SN
It's kind of a surreal feeling, knowing I'll be gone in about an hour, but it also feels so exciting and good
You mentioned a partner doing this with you once. But by yourself now?
 
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Galahad

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Mar 21, 2024
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Pretty much title, I have acquired SN and I plan on taking it in about an hour, T-9 minutes until I take my meto,. I'm honestly very antsy, like I'll finally be free soon, it's such an indescribable feeling, I won't have to suffer anymore, I can finally be happy. Thank you for everyone I met on here, while I wasn't on here for too long I still felt so comfortable here, being around like minded people where I finally was not judged for my mental health and it was very happy meeting you all, I love you guys and girls and nb pals, I hope you too will be able to find your peace when you need it, nobody deserves to suffer. As final wish ig I ask you to please finish my temple of time on the Minecraft server, I wasn't able to due to my depression but it's been my long time dream to finally rebuild the temple in Minecraft and it'd mean the world to me, thank you for being friends. I will update once I have taken my sn but then I will log out and just rest (hopefully eternally)
Sending you much love and wishing you the peace you search for.
 
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sadgirlallonherownn

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Sep 28, 2025
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You mentioned a partner doing this with you once. But by yourself now?
There was kind of a falling out and he hasn't responded to me in 2 days and now I just can't wait any longer
 
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Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
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It's sad to see you go, but we wish you the best. This place will still be here, if you ever come back and if we part ways I hope you find peace.
 
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sadgirlallonherownn

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Sep 28, 2025
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It's sad to see you go, but we wish you the best. This place will still be here, if you ever come back and if we part ways I hope you find peace.
Thank you, discovering this place was one of the best things to happen to me, it feels like a safe space
About to take it, please wish me luck
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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OP has been quiet a long time now. Sending prayers for peace
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I hope you have found the peace you have been dreaming of 🖤
 
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Kitsune_BCN

Student
Sep 8, 2025
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Thinking of you 🖤🖤🖤
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
344
I hope you are at peace now. Nothing will hurt you anymore🕯️
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
255
I have bittersweet sadness today.

Whilst I know she wanted to CTB, and had attempted many times before, my sadness is overwhelming this morning.

I know she made her SN and backup dose in a sealed bottle so it couldn't spill.

Her greatest fear was being saved and admitted to the psych ward, we must all hope for her sake that's not the case.

Farewell @sadgirlallonherownn and you were indeed on your own since your CTB partner was unreliable.

Her partner also had the Benzos she'd posted about so she roughed it with just Meto.


RIP ❤️
 
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