Tomorrow

[onlyforever1]

tomorrow I'm going to go to Walmart and buy a 12 gauge shotgun. I want to stop hurting people.

I want to. I want to so bad. But I know my mom will find me and I don't want to do that to her.

 

[TheHolySword]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Remember that it's okay to change your mind. Wishing you all the best

 

[onlyforever1]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Remember that it's okay to change your mind. Wishing you all the best

I realized I can't shoot myself because my mom will almost certainly be the one to find me as she has the spare key to my apartment. I just want to stop hurting people.

 

[pointblank]

tomorrow I'm going to go to Walmart and buy a 12 gauge shotgun. I want to stop hurting people.

I want to. I want to so bad. But I know my mom will find me and I don't want to do that to her.

That was my reasoning years ago and in hindsight I wish I had taken the chance back then.

 

[Queen B]

Who're you hurting them?

 

[onlyforever1]

Who're you hurting them?

I hurt my friends and family. I have BPD which means that my natural state is abusive.