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pancakelover20

pancakelover20

going to sleep
Jul 16, 2025
4
so im planning how im going to send my letters to everyone i know before i go and how to cortinate who will find my body. (i dont want someone to come home to me) originally i planned on calling emergency services and telling them what im doing and to come get my body and hang up the phone, followed by quickly sending my messages to everyone i know then going through with my method which is currently suspension hanging, because my preferred drugs for my original method are coming to be extremely hard to get and im not sure i can obtain them in time. but the problem is i obviously do not want to fail and i dont want to be interrupted before im fully brain dead. which ive heard can take up to 15-20 minutes after you're unconscious. i thought of going someplace rural but i want to die in my room. it's important to me. there's multiple hospitals and emergency rooms very very close to me, so if i called and attempted there is a chance they could hypothetically interrupt. i just want my body to be discovered first by the services. but i dont know how to time it all.
 
K

kopebaldy

Member
Jul 5, 2025
49
Very risky plan.

I wouldn't consider calling emergency or sending messages at all, I'm confident that they'll get to you before death does.

Worse case scenario, you'll get "saved" braindead.

Some social medias allow you to send scheduled messages so maybe try that, or write letters addressing whoever you want to address.

There are plenty of failed attempts sabotaged by exactly this.
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,355
I plan to send a scheduled email message two days (ish) after my suicide to my solicitor- to alert them to inform the police. I'll likely put the risky parts of the message mentioning suicide etc. in attachments. I suspect email providers scan for certain words.

Hopefully, I would have time to cancel the email if the attempt failed or, I changed my mind.

I also think that alerting anyone just before is very risky.
 
Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,128
so im planning how im going to send my letters to everyone i know before i go and how to cortinate who will find my body. (i dont want someone to come home to me) originally i planned on calling emergency services and telling them what im doing and to come get my body and hang up the phone, followed by quickly sending my messages to everyone i know then going through with my method which is currently suspension hanging, because my preferred drugs for my original method are coming to be extremely hard to get and im not sure i can obtain them in time. but the problem is i obviously do not want to fail and i dont want to be interrupted before im fully brain dead. which ive heard can take up to 15-20 minutes after you're unconscious. i thought of going someplace rural but i want to die in my room. it's important to me. there's multiple hospitals and emergency rooms very very close to me, so if i called and attempted there is a chance they could hypothetically interrupt. i just want my body to be discovered first by the services. but i dont know how to time it all.
You could send delayed emails to your friends, that are scheduled to send some reasonable time after you will have died. You could ask one of your friends to call emergency services. (Or more than one friend, to be on the safe side.)
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,837
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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