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celestialstarzz

celestialstarzz

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Jan 1, 2025
19
I can't seem to stop thinking about taking my sn. It's right there. I could do it at any time. It's been bothering me so much, it's all I can think about at night. I don't even want to die right now, but I feel like one day will be just bad enough that I decide to take it.
 
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pretentioussuika

pretentioussuika

compassionate gaijin
Apr 6, 2025
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It still takes a lot of preparation. Don't just take it on a whim. You'll probably survive but be worse off for it.
 
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pretentioussuika

pretentioussuika

compassionate gaijin
Apr 6, 2025
74
You're right. I just can't help but wish I could just. not wake up tomorrow
I've been wishing for that every single night for about four or five months. Maybe one day I'll get lucky.
 
celestialstarzz

celestialstarzz

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Jan 1, 2025
19
I've been wishing for that every single night for about four or five months. Maybe one day I'll get lucky.
I hope whenever you do decide to make that decision, that it ends up being something you don't end up regretting
 

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