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Rainork

Rainork

What a load of baloney
Mar 17, 2023
87
My date to ctb is just under 2 weeks away, I've found myself watching a lot of suicide related content since finalising my decision and, like many others here, get rather upset at the blatant lies and slander that happen around the controversy of this site.
I also feel there are certain people of this site who hold the same kind of bias on the other side (I think the truth of this site sits somewhere in the middle of views- two sides of the same coin kind of situation).
My biggest frustration is the lack of truthful coverage of this site avaliable. It's either extremely biased or doesn't exist (if this is wrong please do link me to more accurate coverage!).
In all honestly, I do understand the frustrations of those who haven't battled with depression and why their uninformed view may lead them blind to the truths and unable to see how this site can be a good thing to some people.
Yes, I am planning to ctb very soon.
Yes, I have talked about that with others on this site.
Yes, I would still be planning to ctb without this site.
No, this site being removed wouldn't suddenly make me 'okay' and not suicidal.

I have a performance background as well as studying bits around media and so have found myself writing a script ready to make a non-biased truthful account of this site to post (anon- as I wouldn't want it to be linked to me after I ctb for various reasons).
I just feel like everyone campaigning to shut down this site are completely missing the other side of this site. The side that gives suicidal people a safe place to explore their feelings, that helps give company to the loneliest time in someones life- the only place I've ever really felt seen and safe to be truthful around my suicidal feelings.
And, even if it wouldn't stop their anger, I would like to at least try and put forwards a view of a long-term user who has found many comforts from this part of the web.
I'm aware it would probably fall on deaf ears as they mostly seem to have their minds made up; but maybe it would at least get them to question 'maybe there's a side to this site I hadn't considered' (I suppose in the same way some of these videos made me look at this site in a different light).
I also do get a little annoyed at how some on this site refuse to even entertain the truths that the campaigners bring up, even though they are heavily influenced in a negative light there are some good points that have been brought forwards over the years that get automatically shut down because they're against the site. (please don't come at me too hard- I'm not going to say much more as I don't want to start arguements but I did want to briefly mention it).

Has anyone else felt compelled to do this?
Or is it just me and my need of righting wrongs?
Ooh, and if anyone has made a video and would feel comfortable too, then please share!

I feel like I have more to write but my head is spinning even just from this. So I'll leave it here for now.
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

Getting through my filler arc
Feb 14, 2026
153
Can't see this being a good idea, it's still socially taboo. No matter what you say, this place is still going to be highly scrutinized by the general public whether those videos trashing SS existed or not.
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod
Feb 27, 2025
457
No...
 
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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

TwoSoulsLiveInMe

I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
31
Unfortunately I think the only thing a project like that would accomplish is adding more fuel to the fire of hatred. They would likely single you out as someone "brainwashed" by the site, and anything positive or even neutral that you say will only "prove" that to those people.

Not only that, every influx of new users on the site is a potential danger, for SaSu and all of the user's privacy. The site being so insulated is a part of why honest discussion flourishes here.

I'd say it's noble to want to clear our name, but I just dont think the world is ready.
 
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ladidabi

ladidabi

Losing all hope is freedom.
Mar 19, 2023
68
The idea sounds ideal in theory, but it would sadly not end up like this. Even if you intentions favour the website and it's users, it will be twisted as mentioned above. You will be considered a vulnerable person which has been pushed to ctb by sasu.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,874
I understand the want to do it. It also frustrates me how demonized the site is. However- I worry it may look like advertising/ promoting the site. I think especially- it would need to somehow exclude views by minors. I don't think it would help anyone to look like it was a piece encouraging other people to join. Especially minors.
 
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vanillabug333

vanillabug333

I had a marvelous time ruining everything
Feb 10, 2026
31
I get it, but it wouldn't be a good idea. Those people don't get it and never will
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,792
I feel better with sasu,
but I think the majority of people cannot understand us,
they are too narrow-minded
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Member
Apr 5, 2025
91
Sounds like more attention to the site would lead to people trolling it or potentially people trying to get lawmakers to try and shut it down.
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Member
Feb 23, 2026
45
I got banned in some places for simply mentioning SaSu. Your video might get taken down, too.
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
267
I get your intentions, but i don't think it is a.good idea and I don't think it would be helpful in any way and could make things worse.
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

Getting through my filler arc
Feb 14, 2026
153
Sounds like more attention to the site would lead to people trolling it or potentially people trying to get lawmakers to try and shut it down.
People already are trolling here, they're just smart enough to not make it blatantly obvious.
 
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aufrechtm7

Getting through my filler arc
Feb 14, 2026
153
How are they trolling?
I can't definitively prove it so take it with a grain of salt I suppose, but I just have a feeling. Most notably, TurkeyTom made a video a few weeks ago about this place being a "death cult".

Kiwifarms has also known about this place for a while, and it's not beyond these people to pretend to be an average user for some laughs. It's also made the rounds on Twitter being shared with a bunch of minors too.

Obligatory Doakes gif

Suspicious Dexter GIF
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Member
Feb 23, 2026
45
I can't definitively prove it so take it with a grain of salt I suppose, but I just have a feeling. Most notably, TurkeyTom made a video a few weeks ago about this place being a "death cult".

Kiwifarms has also known about this place for a while, and it's not beyond these people to pretend to be an average user for some laughs. It's also made the rounds on Twitter being shared with a bunch of minors too.
I just don't see what's funny about pretending to be suicidal. Those trolls must be sick in the head.
 
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Rainork

Rainork

What a load of baloney
Mar 17, 2023
87
To save me repeating myself- a general reply to all.
I hear you, I think it's sad that we live in such a world that we feel the only choice we have is to be silent on where we stand to save face.. but I get it.
I just don't see what's funny about pretending to be suicidal. Those trolls must be sick in the head.
And I agree this is disgusting but unfortunately a lot of humans are..
 
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left0vers

left0vers

Member
Feb 23, 2026
45
Also, I fucking wish this place were a "death cult" that brainwashes people into killing themselves. Instead here I am, overthinking a simple decision for the 100th time because I'm an indecisive pussy and no one is pushing me to do it.
 

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