Venting Thoughts before my method arrives

[abnormalshrimp]

Everything feels real now I've ordered my method. I think I'll take it on Saturday or Sunday night so nobody will be awake but honestly I haven't decided. Until then, I'm spending as much time with my family as possible. I'm staying home as much as possible so I'm not out while they might be home. I don't want them to get suspicious so I'm not saying anything too sentimental or profound. I just want to get it over with. It's hanging over me and it's making me feel uneasy..

 

[WonderWhatsOutThere]

What your method, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[abnormalshrimp]

What your method, if you don't mind me asking?

Overdose on nitazenes (very strong synthetic opiods)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Im not even that close but in the same situation. All the time at home and giving my best smile. When the last time comes i dont even want to look too much at them or say anything special. Its a very strange feeling.

I hope you the best