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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
But not sure how much longer I can carry on for. I mean it's been 35 years looking for happiness. What more can I do?
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,860
Same boat. Just longer afloat.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Who knows what's over horizon.
 
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Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,398
Chasing happiness was never the goal. Chase purpose and fulfillment. The hedonic treadmill will only lead you to misery.
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
Us alcoholics need to stick together
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Chasing happiness was never the goal. Chase purpose and fulfillment. The hedonic treadmill will only lead you to misery.

A lesson somebody in this house will learn shortly when they discover smurf.
 
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MrBlue

MrBlue

Arcanist
Jul 1, 2020
416
You should recognise how strong you are for fighting as long as you have @GravityUtilizer, it takes grit for any of us on this site to hang on feeling like we do.

I've always known that I'll ctb eventually, it's just a question of how long I can hold on for. Doubt I'll personally make it past 30, or 25 even.
 
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Merlay

Merlay

you need to die if you want to go to heaven
Oct 24, 2020
32
Perhaps you're in a wrong train, and it's okay. I hope you don't stop looking and be able to get off in the right station.
 
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Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,860
You know, blue with SN. Dead. As a doornail. Quite the stiff.

Oh, okay, thanks. You have quite a way with words, I don't always know how to read what you write. That's not a criticism, it's a compliment. I find your posts rather poetic.
 
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woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Oh, okay, thanks. You have quite a way with words, I don't always know how to read what you write. That's not a criticism, it's a compliment. I find your posts rather poetic.

Thank you, that gave me a smile :)
 
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Garbage Person

Garbage Person

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
Jan 17, 2020
305
Sorry you're having a rough time, you're doing the best you can to keep going. For what it's worth, I enjoy your posts and I'm glad you're around, selfish as it is. I feel like this post doesn't really contribute anything, but I can relate here at 31.
 
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