This weekend.

[DeadSouls]

Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now,

 

[Alexandra_]

Hi, I wish you luck
My life is also a real disaster. Every second is filled with suffering. I regret being born. I am a stranger in this world. I can't and don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to get well, I just want to die, drink SN, fall asleep and never wake up

 

[Tattz66]

Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now,

It sounds like you have suffered for most of your life, im so sorry to hear that. Im going to CTB mid next week once the H turns up. Im going to overdose on H and sleeping pills, the H itself will do the job because I have no tolerance but want to make sure which is why I've added the sleeping meds with it. I hope you find your peace and if you wish to talk then feel free to message

 

[PI3.14]

Sorry to hear this. Whether u choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I'm sorry your life is tragic, and I relate to that. It's really hard having to go on each day, so I understand if you choose to leave. I hope everything goes to plan and that you leave in peace.

 

[r.m.216]

Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now,

Sorry you're going through this and good luck.

Protocol ready? Testing done? Are you going to make a goodbye thread?

I think I'm going in the next couple weeks.

 

[derekWest]

It sounds like you have suffered for most of your life, im so sorry to hear that. Im going to CTB mid next week once the H turns up. Im going to overdose on H and sleeping pills, the H itself will do the job because I have no tolerance but want to make sure which is why I've added the sleeping meds with it. I hope you find your peace and if you wish to talk then feel free to message

What is H ?

 

[Tattz66]

What is H ?

Im not going to write the actual word but its an extremely strong Opoid that people use, even having a tolerance you can overdose and die but because I have never used it and with the dose im taking i know its a sure end for me

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, hope you find relief from suffering

 

[r.m.216]

Im not going to write the actual word but its an extremely strong Opoid that people use, even having a tolerance you can overdose and die but because I have never used it and with the dose im taking i know its a sure end for me

How'd you source

 

[Tattz66]

How'd you source

I have a vendor on the DW who I have ordered other bits from before

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Nightfoot]

I'm sorry you are suffering so, and I hope you find some relief.

 

[DeadSouls]

Thanks so much for the support and kind words, it's truly appreciated. I'm also so sorry to everyone here who is suffering,the world and humanity is so cruel,hateful,and selfish and some people just can't feel they belong here, I know I don't.

Protocol is simple and will be developed more tomorrow whenever I wake. I don't have any medications to help me through the process,just gummies, otc pain reliever,and sodium nitrite. Maybe a goodbye thread,not sure. Depends how I feel tomorrow.

All the love to you who have been so kind and supportive. Thank you again. Xoxox

 

[WaZedon]

Hey, I'm not here to leave an insight, I just thought it was cool to have seen your profile picture now considering I'm browsing through and just happened to be listening to Kent :)

 

[DeadSouls]

Hey, I'm not here to leave an insight, I just thought it was cool to have seen your profile picture now considering I'm browsing through and just happened to be listening to Kent :)

Älskar kent.
Will post this album cover on my Instagram tomorrow,so apropos.

Älskar kent.
Will post this album cover on my Instagram tomorrow,so apropos.

Gjörde nu, faktiskt,med låten Dead Souls av Joy Division. Kanske jag ska ta bort tills imorgon,men tror inte att nån kommer förstå...