This life is so cruel

[tbh2023]

I'm hurt I live an empty life no purpose. How can we even be with this much pain?

 

[TheHolySword]

I am so sorry that you are in so much pain. I hope you find peace one day

 

[ijustwishtodie]

This life really is cruel. I'm sorry for your suffering and I hope you find peace soon

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is so cruel, it's so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also find it painful to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[tbh2023]

I just took the whole bottle of Aleve and my stomach hurts to bad

 

[CatLvr]

I just took the whole bottle of Aleve and my stomach hurts to bad

Don't do that!! What you are doing is killing your liver, not your body, and liver failure is a VERY PAINFUL and drawn out way to die. Call 911, or whatever emergency number is in your country and get help NOW!

Come back when you are better and we can talk more then. Seriously, I don't want to see you hurting more than you are now and you WILL if you don't get help.

 

[a time in time]

very sorry for you pain & I hope you didn't mess up your liver.....

 

[tbh2023]

Don't do that!! What you are doing is killing your liver, not your body, and liver failure is a VERY PAINFUL and drawn out way to die. Call 911, or whatever emergency number is in your country and get help NOW!

Come back when you are better and we can talk more then. Seriously, I don't want to see you hurting more than you are now and you WILL if you don't get help.

I being throwing up since last night and I have this burning weird pain in my upper stomach but I can't go to the ER. Thank you @CatLvr for your advise. I'm waiting for sn I just can't live anymore

 

[CatLvr]

I being throwing up since last night and I have this burning weird pain in my upper stomach but I can't go to the ER. Thank you @CatLvr for your advise. I'm waiting for sn I just can't live anymore

Hopefully your puking got enough out of your system that it didn't do much damage and your liver can recuperate. I have liver damage from the medications I take for chronic pain and let me tell you it is NO fun.

I am so sorry you are feeling like you are done. I am intimately familiar with that feeling too. If you want to talk, I'm here. I know it sounds trite but sometimes it does help to just unload and get shit off your chest.

 

[tbh2023]

Hopefully your puking got enough out of your system that it didn't do much damage and your liver can recuperate. I have liver damage from the medications I take for chronic pain and let me tell you it is NO fun.

I am so sorry you are feeling like you are done. I am intimately familiar with that feeling too. If you want to talk, I'm here. I know it sounds trite but sometimes it does help to just unload and get shit off your chest.

You are amazing @CatLvr and yes we can talk. I just feel the pain in my stomach is horrible. I think it did something but honestly I don't care. I wish I can give my life to someone who purpose because I don't.

 

[CatLvr]

You are amazing @CatLvr and yes we can talk. I just feel the pain in my stomach is horrible. I think it did something but honestly I don't care. I wish I can give my life to someone who purpose because I don't.

Are you sure you can't go see a doctor about that?? Have you tried some Pepto-Bismol or some Tums? Those both help when my stomach is really bothering me. Especially the Tums. Which is weird, because it's not heart burn, exactly, but my stomach will just hurt. Like yours is doing.

 

[tbh2023]

Are you sure you can't go see a doctor about that?? Have you tried some Pepto-Bismol or some Tums? Those both help when my stomach is really bothering me. Especially the Tums. Which is weird, because it's not heart burn, exactly, but my stomach will just hurt. Like yours is doing.

I'm so sorry that you have liver damage it really is painful if that's what I'm having now. I search it and you're right it will damage my organs slowly specially the liver. I take a lot of medications to hurt myself so I'm sure I have either liver damage or stomach ulcer. I did virtual visit 2 hours ago and she sent me medications for the heart burn. I didn't say that I took the whole bottle. I have tums it didn't help. My depression is so bad that's why I don't care about the pain I just want to die eventually if it's slowly.

 

[CatLvr]

I'm so sorry that you have liver damage it really is painful if that's what I'm having now. I search it and you're right it will damage my organs slowly specially the liver. I take a lot of medications to hurt myself so I'm sure I have either liver damage or stomach ulcer. I did virtual visit 2 hours ago and she sent me medications for the heart burn. I didn't say that I took the whole bottle. I have tums it didn't help. My depression is so bad that's why I don't care about the pain I just want to die eventually if it's slowly.

Oh gosh, I am so sorry you are hurting so bad. Hopefully it will pass as time goes on. Please, please try to find another way to SH, if you must. I cut myself for a while. But then I started getting ink (really pretty florals) and I stopped cutting because I didn't want to mess up my artwork.

Do you take something for your depression?? If it isn't working they should try something else. After my accident, they tried several different medications before they found one that would work for me. It's duluxetine. I think that's how it's spelled.

I will not ever try therapy again. I've done that several times and it has been a huge waste of my time and money every damned time.

 

[tbh2023]

Oh gosh, I am so sorry you are hurting so bad. Hopefully it will pass as time goes on. Please, please try to find another way to SH, if you must. I cut myself for a while. But then I started getting ink (really pretty florals) and I stopped cutting because I didn't want to mess up my artwork.

Do you take something for your depression?? If it isn't working they should try something else. After my accident, they tried several different medications before they found one that would work for me. It's duluxetine. I think that's how it's spelled.

I will not ever try therapy again. I've done that several times and it has been a huge waste of my time and money every damned time.

It's hard I had horrible childhood. I'm suppose to start taking celexa for depression and Hydroxyzine for anxiety.. I got the medication but I didn't start taking them yet. I do t know if I want to feel better. I'm only 29 but I feel like older lady I had enough from life.

 

[pariah80]