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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
259
So im going to ctb soon and I have been thinking about stuff that i will miss.
I will not be able to experience the collapse of capitalism. I will not be able to experience the joy of finding out terrorist world leaders dying.
I wont know how one piece will end or what the one piece is. I will never know if togashi will finish hxh.
I will die without ever visiting a developed country.
I will never experience feeling normal. I will never experience being surrounded by people i love.
I will never feel understood by people in real life. I will never experience how it feels like to live somewhere where being religious isnt the norm.
If anyone wants to write what they will miss feel free !
 
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iamveryoriginal

Member
Aug 27, 2025
18
Right now the only thing I value and would "miss" is the possibility of things getting better
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
259
I will never touch snow. I will never know if aliens exist
 
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impossible_victory

Member
Dec 26, 2025
23
I will not miss anything. I lost everything. I am ready to go
 
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kurikaesu

kurikaesu

"the gods have abandoned us"
Mar 15, 2026
1
i'll miss all the games, books and manga/anime that i liked, there is no entertainment in the afterlife ofc. all of it is what has kept me going for so long
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
205
I will miss that I will probably not be able to finish the assassin's creed playing as the protagonist games only. One pice & finding out what it was. I will miss that I will not be able to finish a list that I would want to get done before I go or most of it. I will also miss some memories, thoughts & ideas that I wish I didn't have to give up.😥
 
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prelapsarian

misplaced
Jan 18, 2026
19
I won't miss anything. Because I'll be too dead to experience experiences like missing things.

I'm sad about the other life I could've lived under different circumstances, though. Not much to mourn in this one other than that potential.
 
VanillaBeam

VanillaBeam

Member
Feb 19, 2026
6
I'll miss all the shows and books that I started but never finished
 
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Dreamwalker

Dreamwalker

Time To Wake Up
Jan 21, 2026
42
I'll miss this body and form. There will never be another configuration of atoms and cells to be exactly like this one again. What a waste; we deserve better.
 
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TheCavernousDeep.

TheCavernousDeep.

“One Last Tour for the Lady of the Ink.”
Oct 22, 2025
55
there's a person I hate, and they have something I want. If I kill myself now I'll miss the chance to hear that they died and to celebrate. I will also miss the chance to recover the thing that they have, and to do something proper with it. Because of the inheritance situation I think I have a decent chance of getting it. It's not something of material value, but to me personally it is extremely valuable.

I often say I have nothing in the future I want. But that's a lie. I have almost nothing that I want.

She can't be too long for this world. I hope I can outlast my enemy, I hope I can recover what I want from them, and I hope I can lay this all to rest. Maybe when I've done that I can finally kill myself.
 
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Dreamwalker

Time To Wake Up
Jan 21, 2026
42
there's a person I hate, and they have something I want. If I kill myself now I'll miss the chance to hear that they died and to celebrate. I will also miss the chance to recover the thing that they have, and to do something proper with it. Because of the inheritance situation I think I have a decent chance of getting it. It's not something of material value, but to me personally it is extremely valuable.

I often say I have nothing in the future I want. But that's a lie. I have almost nothing that I want.

She can't be too long for this world. I hope I can outlast my enemy, I hope I can recover what I want from them, and I hope I can lay this all to rest. Maybe when I've done that I can finally kill myself.
Had to come back to say this is hardcore asf. I respect this level of hatred