Story They diagnosed me

[Hans Voralberg]

So after ten years of constant battle i won. They diagnosed me with depression personality disorder and hipersexual disorder. I have Access to triticoo (antidepresant) lamitrin it put my personalities together and merged me with one person again. My mind is so quiet and calm place nie. And Asentra (sertalina) antidepresant. My libido is stable now. I have loving girlfriend now. Gosia is very tender and empathetic woman. We have the same health problems and life views/experienced. She is a great support for me and I for her. My mother Has changed now she understood that i was sick all three years. She said that she will do evrything to help me. She was shocked and devastated after my suicidal trial. Nie she is fully a supportive parent for me. I was a parent for her all three years but nie i am no longer. i am her son once again. I Hope Gosia will recover. I Hope We will be happy together. She loves me do much and i love her. I am happy i have Hope.
The "benefit" of personality disorder is that doctors will never believe that i saved or prolonged for sure 6 human lives including my current girlfriend. Only my mom believe me because he helped me to get tratment in day theraphy for one of these girls. My GF believe me because i literally improve her emotionall life and worked out part of her trauma from abuse and nearly removed her abandonment issues. I am a LEGEND for sure after all of these and they know it.
Autocorrect in my phone is terrible i was sick for 10years but somehow it was changed by phone autocorrect. 10 not 3

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Congratulations on being able to achieve all that and finding answers. It must be relieving to have confirmation that after so long it wasn't all in your head, and most important of all, that you'll finally be able to take and adjust the right medication and live a relatively normal life.

I really hope that things continue to get better for you and in your life. I wish you the best luck in the world.

 

[timf]

There is something to be said for perseverance. I hope you are able to build on your new foundation.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I met one girl i was helping. She didn't make it. I informed Dean at my university about her situation during my hospitalization at psych ward. Girl had a chance to start group theraphy in hospital and passed her exercises at uni at individual classes thanks to me but she found 1000 reasons not to go for theraphy. She said that she can't waste time od teachers and she need finish her semester and earn some money. She have so strong ptsd that she cried all time during our conversation. Is IT bad i informed Dean. She was after sexual abuse by her ex boyfriend and severe emotionall abuse. She told me before my attempt that she is waiting for end. I was afraid that she will CTB because of unhealed trauma. Please tell me did i do the rights thing doing evrything i can to help her. I don't know if i did the right thing. I think about it a lot. When i was taking with this girl by phone at psych ward she was enthusiastic and gratefull that i did evrything i can to help her now she is bitter and devastated by traumas.
Do you know something about Violetdevil member fate. I am just curious because she was very nice and sensitive person when i met her.