Venting There is no reason to live: I live to consummate my hatred

[Crematoryy]

I hate this world; I hate this existence; I hate society; I hate my family; I hate my life; I hate myself.

There are things I am not willing to die without, and I will go to the end, to the last consequences to obtain them. No matter how many times the world denies me, I will never accept dying without them. Even if I have to wallow in the mud, I will make my wish come true. The flames of my hatred will never cease and I will not let them die.

For everyone else it will always have been easier than for me; I am alone, but they have never dealt with this feeling. Nothing that exists is worth a single move of my finger. Before I abandon life I will extort from it what is rightfully mine.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I hate this world; I hate this existence; I hate society; I hate my family; I hate my life; I hate myself.

There are things I am not willing to die without, and I will go to the end, to the last consequences to obtain them. No matter how many times the world denies me, I will never accept dying without them. Even if I have to wallow in the mud, I will make my wish come true. The flames of my hatred will never cease and I will not let them die.

For everyone else it will always have been easier than for me; I am alone, but they have never dealt with this feeling. Nothing that exists is worth a single move of my finger. Before I abandon life I will extort from it what is rightfully mine.

Then why are you here? I understand wanting to burn the world down... But I think you're building up a wall of fire that's going to leave you laying in the ashes.

Anger is a secondary emotion and 85% of the time it our pain. I'm not trying to patronize you or upset you whatsoever, but if you are hurt... It's okay to be vulnerable even when you hate being so.

I hope you go easy on yourself.

 

[ClippedWings]

Yup, I'm the same, but came to a different conclusion. With my chronic nerve and back pain, I can never achieve what I want to. I have extreme and frothing virility for life, but my broken back and damaged nerves raped my chances of ever achieving a single thing I value. I will not do what you say and live and live until I get it because I'd be waiting for 2+2 to equal 5. So for me, it's done, over. Now, I have to quell my overflowing anger, rage, and seething before I murder scores of innocents. I, too, would return the world to ash if powerful enough. Nobody, to whom anything good happened, ever deserved it. Nobody, to whom anything bad happened, ever deserved it. Such is life.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I mean this sincerely, not as a joke in any way because I fully respect what you said here: I think you have what it takes to succeed mightily in business and politics.

 

[ClippedWings]

I mean this sincerely, not as a joke in any way