The worst feeling is trying to get better and realizing it's useless

[snooperdooper]

Ugh...... this path was written for me. I wonder if the choices I made were made for me because I don't feel like I have control over even my death. Can't get better even if I wanted to

 

[kopebaldy]

One step forward two steps back, then it keep backing.

Why bother trying?.

 

[prettyclam]

Some situations are just inescapable and out of our control. I realized mine was when not even professional help worked against my depression. Life is painfully unfair

 

[itsgone2]

I feel the same way today. I've had a few ok moments here and there, but no real progress. I'm so numb today.

 

[greygoosechoose]

Highly relatable. Telltale signs one is giving up on themselves.

It's disappointing realizing how little recourse humanity has afforded to many of it's problems.

 

[TrappedGnostic]

Same... sometimes I wonder if I might have ADHD or some other condition, it doesn't make sense that I procrastinate so much and have difficulty with my attention span. I also have people in my family diagnosed with this, and I know such conditions tend to be genetic. On the other hand I think the most likely explanation is that I'm a lazy, low IQ specimen. No matter the cause, there's no recourse for people like me.